Stop the fall out
every minute of everyday i see family's coming apart
hatred oozing off one another right from the very start
its only a matter of time before the chaos comes about
so remembver to think before you speak and stop the fall out
they awake to feeling malace there heart a frozen block of ice
never once do they think of others ignoring everyones advice
but in the end it will be the point of no return of that i have no doubt
so try to be kind to everyone you meet and stop the fall out
being nice to one another will not mean that you are weak
it simply means that in the end peace and love is what you seak
before you get bent out of shape and start to scream and shout
think about a future without the chaos and stop the fall out
zoeycup
I was at home,
relaxed and alone.
I lay sleeping,
the darkness was reaping.
Then I heard the sound;
crushed windows all around.
Everything was destroyed,
of glass everything devoid.
Then I heard Warhead at my door,
personification of Balthazor.
The glass broke into shivers,
splinters were in my flesh delivered.
In spite of my fear,
at Warhead I did appear.
And tried to calm him down,
and he stopped throwing things around.
Everything seemed to be well,
Warhead had changes of mood, I can tell.
And Lays-chips was lying there,
I wouldn’t touch it, I declared;
cause it belonged to Warhead.
Hours later, Warhead came down;
in his anger still drowned.
He wanted his stuff,
but I knew he would bluff.
Always talking about guns,
but the true deed he shuns.
Though I was confused,
his stuff was unused.
Is what Ramses did tell,
and so ended this hell...
Not a tear will out a sigh,
Not a tear will hold goodbye,
Not a tear will grace my cheek,
Not a tear for then I'm weak,
Not a tear will drip and fall,
Not a tear to bawl then call,
I will have the driest eyes,
Colder than december brides,
Yes I will know no tears for you,
For if I'm asked- I'll answer who!?
There out to get you
People wonder why I'm a shut in and don't go out alone
And it's simple mathematics unlike a bankers loan
You ask them for assistance and get no till your blue
They don't care if you are homeless cuz there out to get you
I hate all this fear of what tomorrows fighting will bring
Just like the night before a battle to a mighty king
It's on going all the time and I don't know what to do
But one things for certain there out to get you
When will this madness and misery all just go away
With my luck it's hear to stay deep inside me come what may
Someday maybe I'll be OK and my smile won't be past due
And all will be right again cuz they won't be out to get you
Becky Chadbourne.
I'm still alive
Breathing
Silently crying at night
I'm still alive
Smiling
Slowly breaking apart
I'm still alive
Fighting
Dark demons inside
I'm still alive
Not broken
Falling but rising up high.
Please don't leave me, please don't go
When you are gone the days will feel slow.
Every second you're away I will think of you.
I will write you, will you write too?
Will you come back, or will you die fighting?
Will you go with courage, or will you die hiding?
Gone and running in an irreversible tension
And 10,000 miles left in question
Of ideas we just forget to mention
And the thoughts are left in the dark and disappear
and in comes walking, the unavoidable fear
A unknown direction, a road we somehow got sucked in to steer
Trying to take calm within the unpredictable shadows
Take control of your senses and dodge your arrows
and forget all of the anxiousness that somehow follows
I feel like every single thing is like a mind game, played and laid out for me
I can't feel a single thing, like I'm not blind, but I still can't see
What is it really? Perhaps it's not that important?
Tell me what it is, or is it just my own comportment?
I have walked in the very things I've looked down upon
What I once thought was selfish, now I too am wrong
and now there is blood all over my hand
But I have no idea why, I just don't understand
This is a complication called the human mind
Irony, double standards, hypocrisy, A place to be so blind
To wallow and loop in this thick puddle of shame
For the mistakes commited, I fairly wore the blame
Knowing is the beginning is something I suppose
It's better to learn, rather than to find it to oppose.
So I guess I'll take my feelings and throw them to the floor
I'll leave you where you originally were, trapped inside a closed door
And you can echo your goodbyes
as you embrace yourself to the ink of sheer ignorance and sighs..
No room to breathe-
All our times been wasted,
Two love feens.
No escaping thee-
Fetal position,
And my mind-
Casting shadows of envy.
But eating me-
Thoughts grow like vines,
Impossible to scream.
You're regretting me-
So hard,
I can taste it.
And it haunts me.
Why can't I sleep?
When I have these dreams-
They turn to nightmares.
You're leaving me,
All of my hidden schemes-
Burst into gold flares.
All of the lights.
Soon you'll see why-
I put up a fight.
Your love never lied-
With it,
My eyes swell up with pride.
I sit and plead-
My heart would sing.
Oh,
Dulling this agleam.