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The Kissing Fear

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Love & Sex

I no longer know it exactly
I've remembered it too much
But it was proof of your feelings
Wasn't it, babe?

The sweet, lingering, and seemingly emotional kiss
Continuous pressure of your lips on mine

As you know me from above
My arms around your head

And I felt you change
Your breathing; movement..
I knew you were higher

And you stayed with me
Face to face, lips as one
As you shook
Moved to heaven and back
You kept me with you

My heart is yours
I'm falling in 'SCARY WORD' and wonder if you might be too
But you don't want a capital 'R' Relationship

Sweet torture, bitter beautiful hell
how long shall I let this continue?

If you prove your love without a title,
As I hope and pretend that you have,
why should i seek the word?

If you need to be without words
to find yourself, Mr. 10 years in relationships
to try to become a complete person...

Am I needy or insecure,
or am I not standing up for myself?
Being Naive?

I despise this poem
For continuing on to the truth
Instead of ending with the kiss
Disney movies are made
to crush little girls
When love isn't what they expected
Situations are a bitch.

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Breaking down

I’M BREAKING DOWN,

MY TIME IS UP,

NOTHING IS WORTH IT,

IT FEELS LIKE TO MUCH,

THE WORLDS ON MY BACK,

ITS NOT GETTING ANY LIGHTER,

I JUST DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG,

I USED TO BE A FIGHTER,

IVE GIVEN UP, IM GIVING IN,

THERE ARE TIMES WHEN IT GETS TO HARD,

YOU CANT HELP TO THINK WHAT IF,

YOU’LL DO YOU’RE BEST,

TO MAKE DREAMS COMETRUE,

BUT ALL OF MY DREAMS,

LEAD RIGHT BACK TO YOU,

I HIT MY KNEES, AND I BOW MY HEAD,

I PRAY AND I PRAY,

TILL ALL THESE FEELINGS ARE DEAD,

I ASK FOR FORGIVENESS, GUIDENCE,

AND HELP, NOT FOR MONEY, CARS, OR HEALTH,

FOR OTHERS I’LL PRAY TO GIVE THEM STRENGTH,

OPEN THEY’RE EYES AND KEEP THEM ALIVE,

BUT FOR ME, I DO NOT PRAY,

I PRAY FOR YOU,

SO THAT ONE DAY YOU CAN WAKE UP AND SMILE,

NO MORE GUT WRENCHING FEELINGS,

NO MORE HEART RACING MOMENTS,

I PRAY FOR SOMEDAY,

YOUR LIFE IS LIKE MINE,

YOU WAKE UP IN HAPPINESS,

NO HATE AND NO FEAR,

YOU WALK OUT THE DOOR,

NOT LIKE A MOTIONLESS DEER,

BUT LIKE A FEARLESS, FEROCIOUS LION,

READY TO TAKE ON THE WORLD,

I HOPE THAT SOMEDAY,

YOUR DREAMS,

DO COMETRUE,

YOU CAN TAKE ON THE WORLD,

AND FINALLY BE… YOU

ARE WE THERE YET?

ARE WE THERE YET?

Edward Iacona

Feeling again that you’ve found “the one”
It is difficult to try and assert
That you or yours can love and trust
As if you’ve never been hurt.

There may be a tall wall made of fears.
And all the symptoms of Excuse-itis,
Mixed in with memories which may have
More pains than osteoarthritis.

So, when those special feelings rise again
And you’re scared and in search for doubt
Here’s a mathematical metaphor that
Might help you to sort things out.

It’s a very simple theory
That’s not too hard to follow
Although I know the end result
May be a little hard to swallow.

Suppose you want to travel,
From a point A to a point B.
This can be any given length,
Or, perhaps even emotionally.

Now, begin your journey,
And then stop in the middle
Then start and stop halfway again.
Keep repeating the key to this riddle.

Start and stop at every half point
And, no matter how long you strive
Because of the constant division;
To your goal you will never arrive.

Now it’s time for your crucial test
To mentally measure the joy life brings.
Think of all the new smiles there are now
In those old romantic and cliché things.

You see, in our imperfect world
Too many decimal places are just fluff.
Don’t believe you’re THERE and in love?
Well, then you’re darn well close enough.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Sometimes life circumstances can make one feel in denial of loving someone but if you open your eyes you will find that you are THERE. Yana is the inspiration.

Sigh

This is new

I was never one

To hold back

To stop before I speak

To think before I give

I live to love

And love to live

And you

You make it so difficult

For me to refuse

The way you say my name

The way you stroke my hair

The way you make me feel

I can soar

But you

You scare me so

The way you never seem

To need saving

The way you carry yourself

And hold the world

In the palm of your hand

You do not need me

And I know

You can bury our memories

As fast as brushing dust

From your shoulders

You scare me

Because I want you to need me

I need you to save me

You scare me

Because what I found with you

Was so much more

Than what I had bargained for

And I want it all

But I have to hold back

To stop and think

Because this is new

I cannot save you

I have nothing to offer you

And you

You have everything

And you lose nothing

Without me.

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What I'm Good At

Is hiding.
Running away.


I know I'm being unfair
And I'm sorry
But,


There are just too many doubts
Too many fears
And,


You care about me.
You love me.
You want to spend your life with me.


And the only answer
I can give
Is,


I don't know. 

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