This poem was written out of hurt, anger, and frustration about the fact that my girlfriend at the time and I wouldn't allow me to open myself up to her. Funny thing is that this poem was originally started as a love song for her to sing.
I wrote this back in 2009. It was after a fight with my father and I was alone in my room crying, I sat down at my desk and just listened to music. It just kinda came to me out of no where. lol. It has to be one of my favorites that I have done.