I walk like I'm conscious
of myself
I'm only conscious
of yourself
I guess everything is about you
I talk like I'm conscious
of nothing
But I'm conscious
of some things
I know all the things to break your heart.
You see I'm not allowed to tell
But how can you not tell...
The sly look
I notice sideways
See what you don't see
Oh that look
the fear in his eyes
that you don't see
Sweetheart
I won't tell you, you're a liar too
Secrets secrets are no fun
secrets secrets hurt someone.
Deal out the cards
Hold them fanned.
Put up a guard.
Look at your hand.
Play the game
Of skill and lies.
Were all the same
With our disguise.
Pound your fist down.
Stand up.
Dont make a sound.
Alchohol in the cup.
Drink and drink.
You start to change.
Look at her and wink
Your deranged.
She has a nice body
And a decent face too.
She wants to get naughty
And so do you.
Lead her back to the hotel.
Have a good night.
She left the number for her cell
What a delight.
Fix your tie,
Put your ring back on.
This is your lie:
You were working till dawn.
Drive back home real fast
Your wife and kids smiling.
"Daddy, your here at last!"
You walk to the next room dialing.
What have I denied you
What'd I hold back
You know I just
Don't like bein lied to
That's all I ask
But no, you didn't care
I promised passion
With every breath
I feel like life
Has slipped away
Thinkin there's nothin left
So I'm drowning today
In a pool of tears
Too much to see
A kiss to me you never meant
Her taste still present on your lips
Your clothes still covered in her scent
And you come home to me again
And what am I to think of you?
What am I to take as truth?
We tear apart and rearrange
Just like a Baptist's Bible page
Staring at my roses there
I'll admit just to be fair...
It was just how you swore it
Fake flowers never died
You found a way around it--
They never were alive
It's time to close this casket
Pretend we won't regret it
((It's time, it's time))
We'll read the eulogy this time
Make sure that every word's just right
We'll play the parts of mourning hearts
Make-believe we never lied
Her perfume is on your coat again
You smell like pure and utter sin
And your breath reeks of cigarettes
Hug me cold, ask forgiveness
What have you left me to do?
What am I to think is true?
Cross your heart and hope to die
"Hail Mary"'s just won't save this time
Staring at my roses there
And I'll admit just to be fair...
It was just how you swore it
Fake flowers never died
You found a way around it--
They never were alive
It's time to burn this body
The remnants are rotting
((It's time, come time))
We'll read the eulogy this time
Make sure that every word's just right
We'll play the parts of mourning hearts
Make-believe we never lied
Another day your deceit did work
Another night you worked so hard for
Turning faith and love to ash
Kiss regrets into the past
((It's time, my love))
The time has come
It was just how you swore it
Exactly how you swore it
Fake roses never die...
We never were alive