What Can I Say

Its Time To Rise,
But I've Fallen Down
Will You Help Me, Lend Me a Hand
Will You Pick Me Up, And Care For Me

Cause I've Lost Sight Of The Light
I'm Starting To Fall Into Pieces
Cause There Are Times
I Wanna Give Up
Cause There Are Times
I Just Don't Want To Try Anymore


But The Grace You've Given
Is Far Beyond What I Can Comprehend
Our Tears Fall Out Of Cries
But What Can I Say When I Need You
There's None Like You


Into The Darkness I Fall
But When I Fall
I Rise Up With Greater Strength
Here I Start To Doubt
But When I Hit The Ground
I Know I Won't Break
Because Of What You've Made Me
Stronger Than My Actions


You've Turned These Ashes
Into Sparkles Of Color And Sparkles Of Light
Thanks For Caring About Me, When I Was Selfish
Thanks For Healing Me, When I Was Hurting Myself
Oh What Can I Say To Give My Thankfulness
What Can I Do To Give You Praise
To Kneel Down On My Knees
And Praise The Lord For All That He Has Done

Sparkling Light


I Don't Know What It Is
But There's Something About You
That's Beyond Words Of Amazing
I'm Sitting Here Thinking About You
You Don't Know How Much I Love You


Because It Hit Me Like A Wall
You Surprised Me
It Was Overwhelming
I Saw You With A Bright Smile
You Caught My Eye
I Don't Know Why
But I Can't Explain Otherwise


But In A Few Moments
I'm Here With You
My Doubts Fade Away
Because When I'm Holding You
It All Starts To Make Sense
I'm Thinking Will You Be With Me Forever
And Of Course Instantly It Becomes Crystal Clear
Destined Love Known To My Heart


Let Me Brush Up Against You
Let Me Hold Your Hand Beside Me
Let Us Sit Below The Stars Tonight
Let's Enjoy This Beautiful Starry Night
To Have Time To Bond With The Love Of My Life


My Love Is Burning With Intense Passion
With You Standing Right In Front Of Me
Close Enough To Hold Your Hands
I Blush Bright Like A Tomato
Not Because You Make Me Smile
But Because I'm In Love With You
And I Love You More Than Words
Could Ever Possibly Say Any Day


Convinction mingle with confusion
 Just as the day succeeded
Baffled. Complicated and truncated

Yet, veil in vision
Eyes collide eyes, melted
As stare stung both ends like bee venom
Obviously and subtly, gazing profusely

Which full of 'wh' questions
Distantly and remotely, commanding will 
Like a remote-operated toy in infant's hand 
Willy-nilly. At ease in presence of her figure 

And making pulsable heart to be in captive
The will remoter, heart controller
Despite, a pale silver-spoon 
Should it be on centre point? 
How well or worse will it be?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

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Glitters Are Passing By


Sparks Fly And I'm Trying To Hide
Because There's Someone I Love
No It's Not Just A Feeling
But An Excitement Of Pleasure
Someone Who Sparks Up Your Face
Somebody Who Makes You Smile


He Doesn't Just Say You're Beautiful
He Actually Means Every Word
He Makes Your Face Blush Up
He Makes You Feel Comfortable Being Yourself


If I Could Have You In My Arms
I Would Hold You So Close
If I Could Have You With Me
I Would Snuggle You Right Up To Me


It May Be Raining Outside
But Let's Make The Best Of This Moment
When I'm Snuggling With You
I Feel Like I'm In Love, No
I Am In Love With You
I Can't Shake Off This Feeling
Because It's Real And I Love You
More Than Words Could Possibly Show


You Came Into My Life
And You Made Everything
Way Better Than It Is
I May Never See You
But I Pray I Will See You
Maybe Sometime In My Life


I Swear I'd Do Anything To Have You
Distance May Separate Us In Life
But I Would Die To Be With You
Maybe It's All Wish Thinking
But I'd To See Your Face
I'd Like To Be With You
If God Determines Us To Be Together
My Lovely Skyler...

Holding Back Love


That Girl Is Like
A Thrilling Beautiful Silver Mermaid
You Don't Know If Mermaids Are True
But If You've Seen Someone So Beautiful
How Would You Describe Them?


Perhaps She Is A Very Kind And Caring Woman
Or She May Be Cheerful And Affectionate Lady
Maybe She Has A Specific Type Of Personality
That Just Thrills Beyond Your Expectations


Someone You Just Adore And Love
That One Of A Kind Woman You Dream Of
May It Be Very Unique Or A Compassionate Kind Hearted Girl
Someone You Might Have Known For A Long Time
That You Just Haven't Gotten To Know Enough About Them


Maybe If You Take That One Step
Maybe You Could Get To Know Them
A Little Bit More Than You Wanted
More Than You Wanted,
More Than You Could Ever Wanted....


I Don't Know, But I May Be Falling For You
Because I'm Hiding What I'm Feeling Here
But I'm Tired Of Holding This Inside My Head
Maybe I'm Falling For You...
Might Be Falling For You...


No One Is Around Us
We're Here At The Beach
I'm Scared Of What You May Think
The Sun Is Shining So Bright
It Brightens Your Face
More Radiantly Then Ever
I Don't Know What To Do
But I Think I'm Falling For You
I'm Falling For You...


My Heart Keeps Racing
Emotions Keep Spinning Around And Around
I Spend All My Time Thinking About You
I Can't Stop Thinking About It
Because I Know I'm Falling For You...

Remember To Just Forget About It

There's Only So Many Days We Can Live
And So Many Days To Forget What Made Us Hurt
But We're Stuck At Where Were At
I Just Wanna Lay Back
Break Down Crying In Tears
Because I Don't Want To Go Back


As We Think Back Into The
All I Remember Is The Hurt
Because I've Forgotten The Lessons
I Don't Remember The Happy Moments
I Don't Think There Were Any Signifigant Moments
But I Don't Know If I Can Move On


Yea I Don't Try To Remember
But It Keeps Bouncing Back And Forth
I Tried To Erase It
And I Smashed The Delete Button
But It Keeps Refreshing In And Out


Nobody Tries To Be Perfect
But I'm Trying To Break Away From My Mind
Things That Are Clogged In My Mind
I Just Want To Float Away
Into A Far Away Place


Sometimes I Just Want To Fly Away
Sit Close At The Ocean's Bay
Lay In The Soft Bright Sand
And Feel The Warmth Of The Sun
And Forget About Everything I Just Said

Bleeding Scars Of Crying Guilt

Ever Feel Like You're The Bad One?
The One Who Caused Trouble
Have You Ever Felt Like You Were The One To Blame?
The One Who Caused Your Own Pain
There Was No One Else Who Could Have Done It


You Are The One Who Causes Your Own Pain
You Are The One Who Caused Your Own Suffering
But Who Could Have Helped You
Through This Struggling Phase Of Life
You Were All Alone
There Was No One Else In Sight
How Could You Have Known How To Prevent It


Nobody Told You How To Live Your Life
But Nobody Told You What You Were Doing Wrong
All You Knew Was The Faults You've Done
The Hurt And The Blame You Caused On Yourself
What Could You Have Done
What In The World Could You Have Done


I Can Only Ask For Forgiveness
I'm Sorry For The Wrongs I've Done
These Hands That Cause Trouble
Causing Mischief And Crimes
What Can I Do To Loosen This Guilt


I Can't Seem To Shake Off This Binding
All I Can Do Is Cry For All The Shame I've Done
I Know I Don't Deserve This Much Mercy
I Really Don't Deserve Friends
Because I'm Not Always There For Them
I Don't Feel I Deserve These Talents
Because Since I'm Not Using Them
I Feel Like They're Going To Waste


Why Am I Still Alive I Don't Know Why
I Really Should Not Be Here
I Do Not Give Any Benefit To Anyone
I Don't Even Work Right Now
I Can't Even Help Myself
Why Do I Still Receive Such Blessings
I Do Not Feel Important
I Do Not Feel I Am Needed Here


Have I Done Something Wrong
Will I Be Told What I Could Do Better
I Don't Know What I'm Thinking
I'm Crying My Eyes Out Right Now
I Can't Seem To Feel Better


I Don't Have A Shoulder To Lean On
I Feel So Lonely In This World
I Reach My Hand To You
But I Don't See You
I Place My Hand Over My Chest
But I Don't Feel Your Presence Over Me
Should I Really Fall In Life
Can I Make It Through This Time
I'm No Better Than Dirt


I Know I Am Loved
And I Continue To Tell Myself That
But I Feel Like My Bones Ache Too Hard
I'm Surely To Fall This Time
Surely To Fall Down This Time
Am I Really Worth That Much...

Untying Knots

There's Something About
When You're In Love With Someone
You Enjoy Being With Them
Being In Their Presence
And You Love Them To Heart


Although Sometimes That Feeling
When You're With Them
May Drag You Down
Perhaps Their Dream Is Something Big
And When You're With Them
Maybe It Won't Happen


For The Though Of You Being In The Way
Of Having Them Making Their Dream Come True
Saddens Your Heart And Body
Your Mind Turns Sluggish And Slow
Because You Know You're Just Dragging Them Down


Whats Best Is That You Shouldn't Be With Them
But Sometimes Breaking Up Isn't The Easiest
Perhaps It Wasn't Meant To Be
Although You Think It Wasn't Meant To End Like That
So You Begin To Doubt Yourself And Wonder Otherwise


Your Eyes Being To Wane In Strength
You Want To Be With Them
And They Want To Be With You
But Something Doesn't Feel Right


Because You Know
That Something Needs To Break Away
Close Paths And Stray Different Places
Because When Ties Knot Roads.
One Or The Other May Not Move Forward
And It Just Creates A Road Block


So With Hearts Hurt
And Bodies Tired
The Knot That Was Created
Needs To Be Loosened Up
So That You May Move Forward In Life

Precious Child

Little Things In My Mind
I Thought I Wasn't Cared For
When I Wrote Down The Wrong Answer
I Scramble To Erase My Problems
But All I See Is Black Smears
Of What I Attempted To Trim Out In My Life


When I Fell Down, Nobody Saw Me
When My Knees Grew Weak
I Fell Down Again Due To Anguishing Pain
Suffering Pain Deluged My Mind Into Depression
And When I Thought My Entire Life Went Unnoticed
You Reached Your Hand Down Into My Life


When I Slept In Sadness And Sorrow
Your Arms Were There To Shelter Me
When My Closed My Eyes I Couldn't Stop The Tears
Eyes Closed Could Not Stop The Pouring Rain
This Endless Misery Pouring Down Hardship


Your Touched My Head Gently
My Eyes Opened To Astonishment
But The Tears Kept Flooding Out
You Used Your Fingers To Wipe Away My Tears
Silently I Lay In In Your Powerful Presence
Your Hand Strokes My Hair Softly
With Eyes Closing Back
The Leftover Tears Drained
And My Eyes Were Clean


Laying In Your Presence
My Heart Was At Peace
When I Reached For Your Hand
You Hand Had Disappeared
I Turned To Look Where You Had Went
For Moment I Was Confused And Scared


But When I Placed My Hand Near My Chest
You Were Right There With Me
No Longer Did I Need To See You Here With Me
Rather I Felt Your Presence Already Dwelling With Me
In Thankfulness I Continue To Surrender My Life To You


Jesus Christ To Have A Relationship With You
Is The Only Relationship I Could Ask For
But To Have Relationship With Companions
Wasn't Always Easy To Manage
But I Can Do Everything

Through Christ Who Gives Me Strength