Wish I knew


Too many thoughts in my head,
too many emotions, confusing.

She says I'm meant to love him,
so why do I feel doubt?

He asks if I love him,
I think I do.

He says he doesn't make me happy,
drifting apart, are we?

Am I so blind, I can't see it?

Am I the cause,
can't find anything more to say.

He says he loves me,
automatic, love you too.

What is love?

Is it meant to last,
or will we always fall,
only to land shattered.

He asks if I'm ok,
can't say yes, can't say no.

He fears losing me,
is he?

He asks if I still love him,
I wish I knew.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Ok so this one apparently confused someone so I'll break it down: the 2nd, and 10th is to my ex. The 3rd, 4th, 7th, 11th verses were to the guy I was dating and the last was the confusion from the guy I was with asking if I still loved my ex. Hope that clears it up.

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