The complete do over

How many times will you call to me

body like aching thunder 

I miss you like breath under water

Your dark adventures were too tame for my sadistic desires

I want to hurt,

To cry,

bleeding your love 

Every drop.

A touch,

A smile,

Your warmth

Turns me to silly putty

A fantasy of light romance 

Blue skies and picket fences 

I want to fuck you over like you did me and then some

Scrape you off the floor and love you better

And tear you apart again 

No, its not healthy, 

But its everything i desire

I wish you took me with you 

But you took her instead.

 

Now i want you even more.

 

 

 

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RoC's picture

Well hell

That's two in row that I don't have a video on auto-tap for. You're getting better at challenging me. However, I can still ink out a few verses ;)


Hell, in darkness
Paths refined
Chase the harmless
Souls defined


Break down into a thousand miseries
Hurt me like I hurt you like you hurt me
Show me how it feels to live without meaning
Take me where you took me when you left me to my means
Show me my old darkness with these shadows covering
Who I wanted us to always find a way to be


Now, that you're gone
And I hear the same old song
I'm not sure if I belong
Don't think that I can sing along


You left me standing on the edge of mystery
Then left to my devices, I saw what you couldn't see
I saw pain that I retained from your secret subtleties
And I found truth in all the lies that you made me believe


But now I'm not so sure
Just why I seem to want you more


Now, that you're gone
And I hear the same old song
I'm not sure if I belong
Don't think that I can sing along


When you left me standing all alone
Traipsing around with what you've shown
I stare into the shadows left behind
Becoming just a ghost of you and I
A ghost of what we were before
Making me want you even more


Now, that you're gone
And I hear the same old song
I'm not sure if I belong
Don't think that I can sing along


And now, that you're so far gone
I can still hear the beat of that old song
I know I'm right where I belong
Still unsure if I can sing along
But I'm quite sure I knew it all along
That in our end one of us was wrong


Now, that you're gone
And I hear the same old song
I'm not sure if I belong
Don't think that I can sing along


Don't think that I can sing along
With our old tired love song


"Music is a universal language and needs not be translated. With it, soul speaks to soul" - Songsterr

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All i can say is !WOW!

All i can say is !WOW!


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

MoonCruxCollision's picture

captures the moment quite in

captures the moment quite in its tracks, in a manner being like the devils advocate, spooning and galavanting your way across the scene. desires to offset pleasures come at a rigid price, one may lust, or one may lose

SSmoothie's picture

Exactly! What is pride worth

Exactly! What is pride worth these days anyway? 


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

KindredSpirit's picture

Damn Smoothie

You are A sadistic lover.

KS

 

Steer clear

There is a train wreck straight up ahead.

:-)

SSmoothie's picture

Yes indeed but not for me

Yes indeed but not for me :) 

I'm too smart to get into that kind of situation

Actually, now that i think about it? I'm more of a masochist like many lovers since the dawn of time as if the pain is equal to the love professed. Delusional but oh so addictive! ;) (for some). Hugss


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

Sassylass's picture

Whoop hoooo

wow!

whistles cheers!

hot hot!

love it!

Koko~


Poetry is passion,imagination & soul mixing together....

Words

 

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I'm cheering that you're

I'm cheering that you're cheering! You made made day exceptional poet. Hugss


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

allets's picture

So Much Yearning

When left, all that is hoped is a return. But life is not a fairy tale. Well said for many of us.

~A~




Onyamaichi

 

SSmoothie's picture

Feeling real and honest

Feeling real and honest lately looking at things for what they are instead of what could be we are not always alert enough about our emotional states to be weary enough not to slip through cracks where we are otherwise preoccupied with our perceptions and conceptions of living. Too many dimetions to really do anything but exist eh? Thank the powers that be for the ability to think from beyond reality. ;) hugss


Don't let any one shake your dream stars from your eyes, lest your soul Come away with them! -SS    

"Well, it's life SIMS, but not as we know it" - ¡$&am

allets's picture

Pragmatism Vs. Optimism

If it works it's good or oh, it doesn't work but we hope it will later. Life and love requires huge energy expended, choices made to progress unless living stops. Love relationships fuck all that up. Forgiveness and patience, calm and emotional investment is the work and among many other traits are often lacking, ending in parting for lots of folks. Expectations not met or just plain insane behavior is a big cause too. Infidelity, yep. Some reasons lovers grow apart and why they leave pain in their wake. ~Stella~




Onyamaichi

 

Sassylass's picture

Yes

I agree.nicely stated!

 


Poetry is passion,imagination & soul mixing together....

Words