I fucking love you

State of Sadness

I’m so fucking numb

I’m so fucking done

Wish I could take & just run

Wish I had the damn nerves,

to pull the final straw

Then say ‘goodnight’

With not a single flaw.


My own battle kills me

Yet nobody knows

I help everyone

Just letting it all flow.


I want out for good

To never open the tunnel again

To only see void

To only hear the silence

To only feel at true content.


Thank you for the lead

It’ll do just fine

Right on through it

Not a single idea but mine


I’ll then be at happiness

No longer will I suffer

As I’ll lay in my personal box of sleep.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

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