Insecure Heart Collides With Weary Faith

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Miracles

Oh God I Haven't Felt You In Forever
I Know I'm Hurting So Much
I'm Caught In My Own Sorrow
I'm Sorry If I'm Not Strong Enough
Forgive Me Of My Bashfulness

 

I Wouldn't Trade A Moment With You
But I've Been Praying Like Crazy
Breathing Is So Exhausting
I'm Trying To Cry Out The Pain
But This Bitter Sorrow Is Causing My Skin Cold

 

You Just Gotta Know I'm Struggling
Jesus If It Weren't For You
Where Would I Be
I Was Lost In A Storm
Depression Was Cutting Into My Soul

 

I Can't Even Find The Words To Say
My Arms Are Tired As Broken Hearts
Wondering If You Hear My Words
Do You Feel My Heart
Even I Can't Feel You
I Just Can't Give Up

 

You Died For Me
There Aint Nothing To Compare With Pain
To This Amazing Grace You've Given Me
And You Waited For My Existence
I Know When I Woke Up Light
It Was Because Of You Christ

 

I'm Not Perfect
But Sometimes I Feel Worthless
Just Trying To Cover Up These Wounds
But There Must Be A Reason
Why I May Be Living This Way

 

Why Does It Feel So Hard
Sometimes I Just Want Collapse
And Fall Into Your Arms Jesus
This Exhausting Body Cries For You
These Tears Weep To Feel You

 

Sometimes I Complain
I'm Sorry I'm Not Patient Enough
I'm Tired And Weary Of Feeling Alone
I Know I'm Not Alone
But These Demons Keep Reminding Me

 

I Don't Know Which Way To Go
Why Do I Worry So Much
How Will I Be Able To Serve Others
When I Can Barely Take Care Of Myself
Jesus I Long To Be In Your Arms
I Wish For The Affection That I Lack
To Be Able To Spread The Love You Give
I Can't Compare This Comfort
The Safety You Provide For Me

 

I Feel So Invisible At Times
But I Know You're Here With Me
When I Can't Feel You're Here
I'm Desperate And Tempted To Give Up
Though My Insecurities May Control Me
The Salvation And Redemption You Gave To Me
I Can Never Forget The Feeling When You Saved Me

PKHSMBHZX's picture

Appreciate

Thanks /tighthugs >_<

SSmoothie's picture

Your writes are so honest,

Your writes are so honest, vulnerable and real, I love the way you describe situations, emotions... I understood  

Keep writing :) hugss 


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