SINKING SOUL

 

SINKING SOUL

It’s for you, I write, with all my soul and heart,

So much to say; so much to cry;

But, not to cry anymore,

Yet I write to you.

 

I had never, never been like this before,

But, today, Oh, Yea! I am lost!

My legs are wearied; my hands are tied;

My body is tired; my hope is lost;

Oh! I feel very weak in me, in this tiresome world.

 

My heart is broken; my soul is lost;

What else I have to lose, nothing but life?

You feel very weak when you are sick;

But, I feel very weak when I sink;

Never think of anything that affects you,

Because it makes you sink!

 

Like a sinking ship I sink,

Looking for the help I think;

Will I be out of these troubles?

Or, I sink with it forever.

 

Things happen as they like; not asking how we like!

Kills the peace of everyone; kills the mind of everyone.

Oh! I don’t know what happened, to a man like me;

Indulging in some affairs? Oh! Yea, it’s true;

It’s a heart-breaking affair!

 

Oh! God Almighty, I pray unto thee;

Stretch your arms and lift me up;

 For I want to live a happy life.

Like a bird I fly, flying high up in the air;

Like a bird I sing, with all its meaningless words;

Like a ‘Man’ I die, with all a meaningful life! 

Author's Notes/Comments: 

The writer seeks God's help to come out of a heart breaking affair. This is incidentally the writer's first poem that he happened to write more than 30 years ago. 

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nightlight1220's picture

Oh my goodness, there is so

Oh my goodness, there is so much feeling in this. Very emotional and genuine.


...and he asked her, "do you write poetry? Because I feel as if I am the ink that flows from your quill."

"No", she replied, "but I have experienced it. "

 

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Reply to comment on my poem 'Sinking soul'

I don't know how you find time to read so many poems written by so many writers.  You should be a lady of great  patience I suppose.  I started off writing a letter and ended up in writing a poem of this sort. Thanks a lot for reading and commenting on this.  What else to say other than this.  I have written so many poems but trying to post those poems just one after the other. Most of these poems I happened to put down in writing while experiencing feelings of joy and pain.  Just watch for my poem 'You are quite brilliant, My lady'!

Thanks again. Though I am not a great reader, I promise you that I'd read your poems. 

Ben