I'm Sorry

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I'm sorry,

 

I can't say it enough

 

If only you knew how i cared

 

how the last thing i'd ever want to do is scare you

 

harm you, don't hate me please

 

i'll do anything to make it up to you

 

but that's just the problem

 

the more i try the worse it becomes

 

do you want me in your life?

 

it seems that just wondering makes things worse

 

i want you to know that i think you are a wonderful person

 

i just can't go on if you think i am terrible

 

but then maybe that's how it should be

 

maybe the best thing i can do is stay out of your life

 

i mean look at me

 

everything i touch turns to ash

 

im the poster boy of misery who didnt get the part because his looks werent up to par

 

im the hated by all especially myself

 

im the directionless waste who cant control his emotions

 

with no idea how to live what you call life

 

im poison

 

and i'd poison the whole city if led me to truth

 

the doctors were right, i am too sick

 

the devil and I are fighting in a phone booth

 

if i could i'd love like i've never been hurt

 

i'd see flowers in all their romantic colors

 

i'd be at peace with the Earth

 

you could take everything and watch it burn

 

i'll never talk to you again, i should've never in the first place

 

im sorry.

 

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AziVsH's picture

Wow...

I read your other poems and was so impressed. Your feelings are profound and you've captured them in beautiful words. You're a really good writer. Keep posting! 

mypersonalpoems777's picture

Wow

I actually just found out about comments haha, sorry for the delay. Thanks so much for saying this it's really nice and encouraging. I read some of you work and i thought it was great too


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The Sea Is Full

of fish, buy a new fishing pole, a new mirror, and repeat after me, "If you should lose me, you lose a good thing." There! Welcome to postpoems where emoting is paramount and ego rules - Just Bein' Lady A