I'm sorry,
I can't say it enough
If only you knew how i cared
how the last thing i'd ever want to do is scare you
harm you, don't hate me please
i'll do anything to make it up to you
but that's just the problem
the more i try the worse it becomes
do you want me in your life?
it seems that just wondering makes things worse
i want you to know that i think you are a wonderful person
i just can't go on if you think i am terrible
but then maybe that's how it should be
maybe the best thing i can do is stay out of your life
i mean look at me
everything i touch turns to ash
im the poster boy of misery who didnt get the part because his looks werent up to par
im the hated by all especially myself
im the directionless waste who cant control his emotions
with no idea how to live what you call life
im poison
and i'd poison the whole city if led me to truth
the doctors were right, i am too sick
the devil and I are fighting in a phone booth
if i could i'd love like i've never been hurt
i'd see flowers in all their romantic colors
i'd be at peace with the Earth
you could take everything and watch it burn
i'll never talk to you again, i should've never in the first place
im sorry.
Wow...
I read your other poems and was so impressed. Your feelings are profound and you've captured them in beautiful words. You're a really good writer. Keep posting!
Wow
I actually just found out about comments haha, sorry for the delay. Thanks so much for saying this it's really nice and encouraging. I read some of you work and i thought it was great too
Nicholas Dulepski
The Sea Is Full
of fish, buy a new fishing pole, a new mirror, and repeat after me, "If you should lose me, you lose a good thing." There! Welcome to postpoems where emoting is paramount and ego rules - Just Bein' Lady A