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1 |
anxiety to insomnia |
Poem |
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118 |
19 years ago |
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2 |
Alone |
Poem |
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110 |
19 years ago |
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3 |
the month of stress |
Poem |
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82 |
19 years ago |
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4 |
thoughts on my mind |
Poem |
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86 |
19 years ago |
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5 |
i am nobody |
Poem |
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96 |
19 years ago |
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6 |
everlasting emotions |
Poem |
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96 |
19 years ago |
|
7 |
who cares |
Poem |
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83 |
19 years ago |
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8 |
So I dream |
Poem |
|
101 |
19 years ago |
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9 |
Caught in an endless loop |
Poem |
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85 |
19 years ago |
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10 |
Such negative thoughts |
Poem |
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82 |
19 years ago |
|
11 |
My only escape |
Poem |
|
107 |
19 years ago |
|
12 |
Long nights of drinking |
Poem |
|
101 |
19 years ago |
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13 |
Alone 2 |
Poem |
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103 |
19 years ago |
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14 |
I have no choice |
Poem |
|
100 |
19 years ago |
|
15 |
Afraid to be social |
Poem |
|
89 |
19 years ago |
|
16 |
My deep depression |
Poem |
|
98 |
19 years ago |
|
17 |
5 AM 6/7/04 |
Poem |
|
100 |
19 years ago |
|
18 |
It's just the way i feel |
Poem |
|
125 |
19 years ago |
|
19 |
What now |
Poem |
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103 |
19 years ago |
|
20 |
Alone yet again |
Poem |
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106 |
19 years ago |
|
21 |
As far as i can see |
Poem |
|
97 |
19 years ago |
|
22 |
Wherever my dreams may go |
Poem |
|
109 |
19 years ago |
|
23 |
How should it be |
Poem |
|
102 |
19 years ago |
|
24 |
Life on the curb |
Poem |
|
122 |
19 years ago |
|
25 |
Is it what i want or what i need |
Poem |
|
97 |
19 years ago |
|
26 |
As i become separated |
Poem |
|
122 |
19 years ago |
|
27 |
A mountain i cannot pass |
Poem |
|
120 |
19 years ago |
|
28 |
Becoming to empty to live |
Poem |
|
97 |
19 years ago |
|
29 |
What needs to happen |
Poem |
|
103 |
19 years ago |
|
30 |
What i need to do |
Poem |
|
95 |
19 years ago |
|
31 |
As the stress builds up |
Poem |
|
112 |
19 years ago |
|
32 |
Something i can't explain |
Poem |
|
88 |
19 years ago |
|
33 |
I can only dream |
Poem |
|
99 |
19 years ago |
|
34 |
The future in my eyes |
Poem |
|
91 |
19 years ago |
|
35 |
My only release |
Poem |
|
106 |
19 years ago |
|
36 |
When i drink |
Poem |
|
79 |
19 years ago |
|
37 |
What could be better |
Poem |
|
124 |
19 years ago |
|
38 |
My only friend |
Poem |
|
103 |
19 years ago |
|
39 |
Here i stand |
Poem |
|
96 |
19 years ago |
|
40 |
Thoughts that cross my mind |
Poem |
|
98 |
19 years ago |
|
41 |
As i struggle |
Poem |
|
120 |
19 years ago |
|
42 |
When the darkness comes |
Poem |
|
86 |
19 years ago |
|
43 |
A good friend |
Poem |
|
103 |
19 years ago |
|
44 |
I just don't know |
Poem |
|
118 |
19 years ago |
|
45 |
Untitled -- 11.21.2004 |
Poem |
|
94 |
19 years ago |
|
46 |
Suicidal Thoughts |
Poem |
|
101 |
19 years ago |
|
47 |
Falling from me |
Poem |
|
88 |
19 years ago |
|
48 |
As i go on alone |
Poem |
|
110 |
19 years ago |
|
49 |
What i should |
Poem |
|
160 |
19 years ago |
|
50 |
Only you |
Poem |
|
85 |
19 years ago |
|
51 |
Even when i drink |
Poem |
|
96 |
19 years ago |
|
52 |
Why do things end up this way |
Poem |
|
92 |
19 years ago |
|
53 |
How i wish someone was there |
Poem |
|
96 |
19 years ago |
|
54 |
A Shooting Star |
Poem |
|
93 |
19 years ago |
|
55 |
No faith and no hope |
Poem |
|
95 |
19 years ago |
|
56 |
Closer to the end |
Poem |
|
95 |
19 years ago |
|
57 |
Thoughts of darkness |
Poem |
|
191 |
19 years ago |
|
58 |
As it rains |
Poem |
|
175 |
19 years ago |
|
59 |
A river of pain |
Poem |
|
206 |
19 years ago |
|
60 |
What is fate |
Poem |
|
176 |
19 years ago |
|
61 |
Without you |
Poem |
|
190 |
19 years ago |
|
62 |
When its too late |
Poem |
|
97 |
19 years ago |
|
63 |
Why bother |
Poem |
|
85 |
19 years ago |
|
64 |
A shining star |
Poem |
|
94 |
19 years ago |
|
65 |
No one but you |
Poem |
|
86 |
19 years ago |
|
66 |
I miss you |
Poem |
|
104 |
19 years ago |
|
67 |
As i come to an end |
Poem |
|
115 |
19 years ago |
|
68 |
I just want to die |
Poem |
|
97 |
19 years ago |
|
69 |
No room to breathe |
Poem |
|
96 |
19 years ago |
|
70 |
When im down |
Poem |
|
114 |
19 years ago |
|
71 |
This one's for you |
Poem |
|
92 |
19 years ago |
|
72 |
I love you |
Poem |
|
103 |
19 years ago |
|
73 |
Missing you |
Poem |
|
94 |
19 years ago |
|
74 |
In the depths of my soul |
Poem |
|
103 |
19 years ago |
|
75 |
As my world begins to shake |
Poem |
|
92 |
19 years ago |
|
76 |
Weep and sorrow |
Poem |
|
94 |
19 years ago |
|
77 |
How i am |
Poem |
|
103 |
19 years ago |
|
78 |
Lost and blind |
Poem |
|
91 |
19 years ago |
|
79 |
Where to begin |
Poem |
|
87 |
19 years ago |
|
80 |
Im sorry |
Poem |
|
116 |
19 years ago |
|
81 |
Into darkness i am drawn |
Poem |
|
99 |
19 years ago |
|
82 |
As i sit |
Poem |
|
125 |
19 years ago |
|
83 |
The day i tried to live |
Poem |
|
108 |
19 years ago |
|
84 |
Gone with the night |
Poem |
|
106 |
19 years ago |
|
85 |
Crying inside |
Poem |
|
89 |
19 years ago |
|
86 |
I crumble and drown |
Poem |
|
122 |
19 years ago |
|
87 |
From time to time |
Poem |
|
90 |
19 years ago |
|
88 |
Lost in a daze |
Poem |
|
93 |
19 years ago |
|
89 |
A reflection of you |
Poem |
|
84 |
19 years ago |
|
90 |
Like a spark |
Poem |
|
95 |
19 years ago |
|
91 |
A connection that i feel |
Poem |
|
96 |
19 years ago |
|
92 |
A turn for the worst |
Poem |
|
94 |
19 years ago |
|
93 |
Addicted to you |
Poem |
|
84 |
19 years ago |
|
94 |
Adrift at sea |
Poem |
|
92 |
19 years ago |
|
95 |
Again to stress |
Poem |
|
82 |
19 years ago |
|
96 |
Against fate |
Poem |
|
111 |
19 years ago |
|
97 |
Alone in misery |
Poem |
|
99 |
19 years ago |
|
98 |
As i pull the trigger |
Poem |
|
121 |
19 years ago |
|
99 |
As i slide |
Poem |
|
101 |
19 years ago |
|
100 |
As i wait |
Poem |
|
89 |
19 years ago |
|
101 |
As my life becomes a blur |
Poem |
|
93 |
19 years ago |
|
102 |
Disconnected |
Poem |
|
95 |
19 years ago |
|
103 |
Barely the strength to stand |
Poem |
|
108 |
19 years ago |
|
104 |
Becomming a part of me |
Poem |
|
89 |
19 years ago |
|
105 |
Don't give up don't go away |
Poem |
|
104 |
19 years ago |
|
106 |
Feeling out of touch |
Poem |
|
86 |
19 years ago |
|
107 |
Feelings concrete |
Poem |
|
92 |
19 years ago |
|
108 |
Going crazy |
Poem |
|
93 |
19 years ago |
|
109 |
Hiding away |
Poem |
|
78 |
19 years ago |
|
110 |
Hours Alone |
Poem |
|
87 |
19 years ago |
|
111 |
I must go |
Poem |
|
85 |
19 years ago |
|
112 |
I think of you |
Poem |
|
84 |
19 years ago |
|
113 |
In a shell |
Poem |
|
260 |
19 years ago |
|
114 |
In darkness i lay |
Poem |
|
93 |
19 years ago |
|
115 |
In the face of suicide |
Poem |
|
80 |
19 years ago |
|
116 |
Like a burning fire |
Poem |
|
119 |
19 years ago |
|
117 |
Like a flower |
Poem |
|
107 |
19 years ago |
|
118 |
Long lonely nights |
Poem |
|
112 |
19 years ago |
|
119 |
Lost in a daze |
Poem |
|
79 |
19 years ago |
|
120 |
No place to fit |
Poem |
|
79 |
19 years ago |
|
121 |
Now and again |
Poem |
|
85 |
19 years ago |
|
122 |
Off the path |
Poem |
|
98 |
19 years ago |
|
123 |
River of tears |
Poem |
|
79 |
19 years ago |
|
124 |
Show me how to live |
Poem |
|
94 |
19 years ago |
|
125 |
So many questions |
Poem |
|
75 |
19 years ago |
|
126 |
So much time alone i write |
Poem |
|
93 |
19 years ago |
|
127 |
Straight to my heart |
Poem |
|
84 |
19 years ago |
|
128 |
The gravity of love |
Poem |
|
98 |
19 years ago |
|
129 |
This is my life |
Poem |
|
82 |
19 years ago |
|
130 |
Trapped and alone |
Poem |
|
71 |
19 years ago |
|
131 |
Trying to stay strong |
Poem |
|
222 |
19 years ago |
|
132 |
When everything falls |
Poem |
|
82 |
19 years ago |
|
133 |
When you know |
Poem |
|
163 |
19 years ago |
|
134 |
Where i hide |
Poem |
|
86 |
19 years ago |
|
135 |
Your glow |
Poem |
|
94 |
19 years ago |
|
136 |
Always alone in the end |
Poem |
|
93 |
19 years ago |
|
137 |
Time to live another day |
Poem |
|
106 |
19 years ago |
|
138 |
I am nobody |
Poem |
|
86 |
19 years ago |
|
139 |
Never say goodbye |
Poem |
|
88 |
19 years ago |
|
140 |
Reborn |
Poem |
|
85 |
19 years ago |
|
141 |
Feeling like i will burst |
Poem |
|
90 |
19 years ago |
|
142 |
I wish upon a star |
Poem |
|
88 |
19 years ago |
|
143 |
Not in the mood tonight |
Poem |
|
73 |
19 years ago |
|
144 |
Broken |
Poem |
|
103 |
19 years ago |
|
145 |
Adrift in the wind |
Poem |
|
98 |
19 years ago |
|
146 |
Untitled -- 2.18.2005 |
Poem |
|
97 |
19 years ago |
|
147 |
Alone here |
Poem |
|
82 |
19 years ago |
|
148 |
Life and death |
Poem |
|
94 |
19 years ago |
|
149 |
My feelings shall spill |
Poem |
|
85 |
19 years ago |
|
150 |
Take it all in |
Poem |
|
66 |
19 years ago |
|
151 |
Let me in |
Poem |
|
95 |
19 years ago |
|
152 |
How does it end |
Poem |
|
74 |
19 years ago |
|
153 |
When it starts |
Poem |
|
84 |
19 years ago |
|
154 |
Untitled -- 2.21.2005 |
Poem |
|
81 |
19 years ago |
|
155 |
Holding you tight |
Poem |
|
116 |
19 years ago |
|
156 |
Free falling |
Poem |
|
102 |
19 years ago |
|
157 |
Crashing |
Poem |
|
84 |
19 years ago |
|
158 |
Anxiety building inside |
Poem |
|
81 |
19 years ago |
|
159 |
Untitled -- 2.27.2005 |
Poem |
|
84 |
19 years ago |
|
160 |
Why bother with me |
Poem |
|
177 |
19 years ago |
|
161 |
So this is goodbye |
Poem |
|
199 |
19 years ago |
|
162 |
Untitled -- 3.3.2005 |
Poem |
|
187 |
19 years ago |
|
163 |
Just maybe |
Poem |
|
189 |
19 years ago |
|
164 |
Im giving up |
Poem |
|
213 |
19 years ago |
|
165 |
Back on my feet |
Poem |
|
87 |
19 years ago |
|
166 |
Letting go |
Poem |
|
111 |
19 years ago |
|
167 |
Untitled -- 3.16.2005 |
Poem |
|
133 |
19 years ago |
|
168 |
I don't know what to do |
Poem |
|
100 |
19 years ago |
|
169 |
Alone here |
Poem |
|
216 |
19 years ago |
|
170 |
Hollow inside |
Poem |
|
181 |
19 years ago |
|
171 |
Untitled -- 4.2.2005 |
Poem |
|
176 |
19 years ago |
|
172 |
Untitled -- 4.2.2005 |
Poem |
|
187 |
19 years ago |
|
173 |
At last |
Poem |
|
196 |
19 years ago |
|
174 |
Put me back together |
Poem |
|
189 |
19 years ago |
|
175 |
Gone away |
Poem |
|
97 |
19 years ago |
|
176 |
Now im drunk |
Poem |
|
104 |
19 years ago |
|
177 |
Beyond gone |
Poem |
|
90 |
19 years ago |
|
178 |
Too drunk to give a shit |
Poem |
|
154 |
19 years ago |
|
179 |
Im a waste |
Poem |
|
105 |
19 years ago |
|
180 |
So why |
Poem |
|
101 |
19 years ago |
|
181 |
Standing there |
Poem |
|
92 |
19 years ago |
|
182 |
What hope |
Poem |
|
92 |
19 years ago |
|
183 |
So i am drunk |
Poem |
|
91 |
19 years ago |
|
184 |
Floating away |
Poem |
|
93 |
19 years ago |
|
185 |
When the alcohol wins |
Poem |
|
78 |
19 years ago |
|
186 |
Let me cry |
Poem |
|
91 |
19 years ago |
|
187 |
As i take my last breath |
Poem |
|
107 |
19 years ago |
|
188 |
Don't try to understand |
Poem |
|
80 |
19 years ago |
|
189 |
Untitled -- 4.21.2005 |
Poem |
|
95 |
19 years ago |
|
190 |
Death is calling |
Poem |
|
90 |
18 years ago |
|
191 |
What am i waiting for |
Poem |
|
84 |
18 years ago |
|
192 |
Just another night |
Poem |
|
87 |
18 years ago |
|
193 |
Into the abyss |
Poem |
|
102 |
18 years ago |
|
194 |
I breath no more |
Poem |
|
92 |
18 years ago |
|
195 |
Letting go |
Poem |
|
107 |
18 years ago |
|
196 |
Just gather |
Poem |
|
91 |
18 years ago |
|
197 |
Hit the ground |
Poem |
|
92 |
18 years ago |
|
198 |
Awake but not |
Poem |
|
217 |
18 years ago |
|
199 |
So alive |
Poem |
|
238 |
18 years ago |
|
200 |
Lost in the croud |
Poem |
|
211 |
18 years ago |
|
201 |
This is how it is |
Poem |
|
215 |
18 years ago |
|
202 |
Untitled -- 5.4.2005 |
Poem |
|
217 |
18 years ago |
|
203 |
Further away |
Poem |
|
106 |
18 years ago |
|
204 |
Lingering on the past |
Poem |
|
103 |
18 years ago |
|
205 |
If only |
Poem |
|
96 |
18 years ago |
|
206 |
Trying to forget |
Poem |
|
97 |
18 years ago |
|
207 |
From within |
Poem |
|
101 |
18 years ago |
|
208 |
Too much pressure |
Poem |
|
89 |
18 years ago |
|
209 |
Burning desire |
Poem |
|
90 |
18 years ago |
|
210 |
Only a dream |
Poem |
|
84 |
18 years ago |
|
211 |
Without me |
Poem |
|
94 |
18 years ago |
|
212 |
My self destruction |
Poem |
|
96 |
18 years ago |
|
213 |
Let it rain |
Poem |
|
93 |
18 years ago |
|
214 |
Untitled -- 6.27.2005 |
Poem |
|
95 |
18 years ago |
|
215 |
Mistake |
Poem |
|
92 |
18 years ago |
|
216 |
Down |
Poem |
|
99 |
18 years ago |
|
217 |
To the edge |
Poem |
|
105 |
18 years ago |
|
218 |
Forever sleep |
Poem |
|
108 |
18 years ago |
|
219 |
Untitled -- 7.15.2005 |
Poem |
|
81 |
18 years ago |
|
220 |
A song stuck in my head |
Poem |
|
97 |
18 years ago |
|
221 |
Untitled -- 7.23.2005 |
Poem |
|
105 |
18 years ago |
|
222 |
Untitled -- 7.24.2005 |
Poem |
|
118 |
18 years ago |
|
223 |
I dissapear |
Poem |
|
98 |
18 years ago |
|
224 |
When depression sets in |
Poem |
|
105 |
18 years ago |
|
225 |
Walk away |
Poem |
|
90 |
18 years ago |
|
226 |
Listen to the voices |
Poem |
|
108 |
18 years ago |
|
227 |
It consumes me |
Poem |
|
116 |
18 years ago |
|
228 |
Crumbling down |
Poem |
|
209 |
18 years ago |
|
229 |
Season of change |
Poem |
|
198 |
18 years ago |
|
230 |
Distance |
Poem |
|
131 |
18 years ago |
|
231 |
Untitled -- 10.23.2005 |
Poem |
|
92 |
18 years ago |
|
232 |
Untitled -- 10.27.2005 |
Poem |
|
90 |
18 years ago |
|
233 |
Untitled -- 11.13.2005 |
Poem |
|
93 |
18 years ago |
|
234 |
Untitled -- 11.26.2005 |
Poem |
|
133 |
18 years ago |
|
235 |
Roaming Soul |
Poem |
|
128 |
18 years ago |
|
236 |
The center of the universe |
Poem |
|
107 |
18 years ago |
|
237 |
Untitled -- 1.9.2006 |
Poem |
|
95 |
18 years ago |
|
238 |
Untitled -- 1.15.2006 |
Poem |
|
142 |
18 years ago |
|
239 |
Understanding |
Poem |
|
150 |
18 years ago |
|
240 |
Am i still dreaming |
Poem |
|
82 |
18 years ago |
|
241 |
One way or another |
Poem |
|
96 |
18 years ago |
|
242 |
Untitled -- 3.11.2006 |
Poem |
|
126 |
18 years ago |
|
243 |
Untitled -- 3.18.2006 |
Poem |
|
140 |
18 years ago |
|
244 |
A time for change |
Poem |
|
144 |
18 years ago |
|
245 |
Death is calling |
Poem |
|
145 |
18 years ago |
|
246 |
Slipping away |
Poem |
|
209 |
18 years ago |
|
247 |
I don't care |
Poem |
|
218 |
18 years ago |
|
248 |
Lost and behind |
Poem |
|
174 |
18 years ago |
|
249 |
When im gone |
Poem |
|
144 |
18 years ago |
|
250 |
My final words |
Poem |
|
138 |
18 years ago |
