Fixated On You


I can't seem to stop thinking about you,

It's like I am back in highschool


I daydream of us being together

But I have a boyfriend I plan to love forever


My heart and my head are fighting,

I'm having such trouble deciding


I have no one to talk to about this,

None other than this pencil and paper


I don't know what answers I need,

But I hope to find them soon


I feel a a little lost in my relationship,

Wondering how my mind can be so fixated on you


I feel guilty,

Because you make me happy,


I don't want these feelings for you to go away,

But I'm afraid they may lead me astray

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Written March 3rd, 2017


We have since then opened the doors to our relationship after we discovered we were both feeling these kinds of feelings. The start of a new journey.

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