Feeling Taken Advantage Of

Getting the feeling that finding someone isn't in my cards to be played out for my life
Just when I think I found perhaps a friend or more silence occurs
At first I started to judge myself lightly then harsh
I read the conversations over and over and think why is this happening
I'm not asking anything that terribly personal, just trying to get to know them, trying to carry a conversation, ask questions
Thinking that's what they want since that's what the profile says
But some how it doesn't last, trying to stay within the subjects of things they like to learn more
Before I step outside of that and learn other things
But it doesn't even come to that point, just trying to learn more and it ends

Was it something I said
Was it something I did
Was it me

Starting to think that I'm the problem
Maybe I should just walk away from it all
Call it a day, a night, a life
Know that it's not in my cards that were laid out before me
But for some reason I keep trying to pursue it like I can change those cards
Like I can rewrite the future that was given to me
When it's becoming more clear inside of my crystal ball that I will be alone
It's becoming more clear inside of my crystal ball that I will be alone

Ken

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