Praying For The Pain To Go Away - Part 2

Sitting in my room

Emotions have ran away

 

I sit and pray for the depression to go away

I sit and pray for the depression to go away

I sit and pray for the depression to go away

 

The self destructive force inside of me wants to take over

It's a struggle inside but at times it certainly seems like it's winning

Struggling inside but at times it certainly seems like it's winning

Struggling inside but at times it certainly seems like it's winning

 

I sit and pray for the depression to go away

I sit and pray for the depression to go away

I sit and pray for the depression to go away

 

Wishing I knew what I could do to solve this

But it seems that anything I try does nothing but makes it worse

Have to put on that fake smile when I take a picture

Otherwise all I hear is people complaining that I'm not smiling and what's wrong

They tell me they can help but what they tell me are generic answers and lies

What they tell me is generic answers and lies

 

What they tell me isn't what my brain sees

Nor is it the way my brain feels

I can't do anything to help myself

I feel like giving up is the best choice

It's not like I have anyone close to me

If I did I know they would cerainly just run

They would certainly just run

 

I sit and pray for the depression to go away

I sit and pray for the depression to go away

I sit and pray for the depression to go away

 

Ken

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