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Ken Squires

I remember when we were together, you use to tell me that you told me everything
Thinking it was true, figured why would you lie to me
Always noticing things like when you were down, did what I could to cheer you up

Things happened and we split after thirteen years.
Since then I've seen a side of you that I haven't seen before.
Your talking about running away and suicide, shit got me scratching my head

You would say a few things about suicide when we were together.
Fuck, looking back at it. I know I did too cause we went through troubled times
But now it's more frequent from you, and you even refuse to talk.

It makes me wonder who is whispering in your ear and what are they saying
Almost like when the moon raises, the darker side of you comes out that much more
There has been countless nights that I've lost loads of sleep as I lay in bed thinking

Taking my time and wondering, how would I react if I went out.
Then when I came home you done something dumb like take your own life
I know I wouldn't be able to live in that room anymore without thinking about it

Could definitely see it making me bedridden for quite sometime after that
Since we've split and I've reached my hand out to you, you have always changed face
Since we've split and I've reached my hand out to you, you have always changed face

I don't know what the hell to do
I can't count on my fingers and toes how many nights sleep I've lost

Remember those times near the end, when I started to ask what was wrong.
To get a straight answer from you was like solving a rubix cube
Took several hours or a day to get an answer, those answers were just bullshit anyways

You said what you had to in order to push me off the scent
It makes me wonder who is whispering in your ear and what are they saying
Since we've split and I've reached my hand out to you, you have always changed face

Ken

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