Still have some love for you

My life is a mess

and I must confess

As a triumphant tear

gives way to the fear.

I have to put myself back in to gear,

and although I know it’s wrong, I guess it’s true,

I still have some love for you.



Now that you have gone, what should I do?

Sit around and wait for you?

It brings back the pain,

Over and over again.

I used to be your friend

Now it’s over, now it’s the end.

I know it’s not right for me

To force you to see,

some good in me.

I hurt you so much, what do I expect?

Still some respect?

Although it’s wrong, I know it’s true,

I still have some love for you.



Now that you have left me,

I guess I’ll have to wait and see,

my own way back on the track.

I see you don’t have much to say,

It’s not like you want to come back and stay.

Although I know it’s wrong, I guess it’s true,

I still have some love for you.



Maybe one day, we’ll meet again

and once more I can be your friend.

but for now, I am your enemy

and my heart will only see what’s good for me.

I really can’t blame it on you

and though I know it’s wrong, I guess it’s true,

I still have some love for you.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I'm proud to say this was my very first poem ever.I am in love with 'love'...I love all the sillyness that comes with it and the cliche stuff. I admit, I am a romantic at heart...but there's also a sad side to it all and this poem tries to say hey, I miss you and I still love you and I don't know whether I'll ever not love you (...even if it's only with a tiny part of my heart)

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