My life is a mess
and I must confess
As a triumphant tear
gives way to the fear.
I have to put myself back in to gear,
and although I know it’s wrong, I guess it’s true,
I still have some love for you.
Now that you have gone, what should I do?
Sit around and wait for you?
It brings back the pain,
Over and over again.
I used to be your friend
Now it’s over, now it’s the end.
I know it’s not right for me
To force you to see,
some good in me.
I hurt you so much, what do I expect?
Still some respect?
Although it’s wrong, I know it’s true,
I still have some love for you.
Now that you have left me,
I guess I’ll have to wait and see,
my own way back on the track.
I see you don’t have much to say,
It’s not like you want to come back and stay.
Although I know it’s wrong, I guess it’s true,
I still have some love for you.
Maybe one day, we’ll meet again
and once more I can be your friend.
but for now, I am your enemy
and my heart will only see what’s good for me.
I really can’t blame it on you
and though I know it’s wrong, I guess it’s true,
I still have some love for you.