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The Pain I Don't Show
There's a hole in my heart
One that just wont mend
It will stay there until the heavens I ascend
It fills me with sadness
It brings me to tears
All it does is bring sorrow
All it does is bring fears
For someone else, 1 day of pleasure
Brings me eternal pain
I can't understand it
I go completely insane.
Its something I keep hidden
So the world just wont see
For myself, zero respect I have
I. Just hate me.
As each day passes, I heal a little more
My heart is still swollen
My heart is still sore.
Something I thought I'd never forget
Leaves me with pain
Complete regret.
No one understands this way I feel
I pretend it didn't happen
Tell myself its not real.
Not allowed to speak it
Not allowed to say
Dwell on it every moment
Think about it each day.
I try to be happy
I try to move on
It hurts so much
but I let it go on.
Knew it was bad
Knew it was wrong
I've been thinking of this
For so very long
I want to be happy
I want to be me
I want to be peaceful
Want my life stress-free.
Here comes the rain
The puddle of tears
I must hold it in
So nobody hears
Here comes the pillow
Over my head
Tears won't be dropped
Words won't be said
For now I must go
But the truth that you know
Now can you see it in my eyes?
The pain I don't show.
