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1 No reason to be afraid Poem 2004 120 19 years ago
2 Hiding from the person in the mirror Poem 2004 123 19 years ago
3 Times that "hello" can't even describe Poem 2004 1 129 19 years ago
4 Quiet love Poem 2004 4 135 19 years ago
5 Prince (my favorite dog) Poem 2004 138 19 years ago
6 May I have your attention please Poem 2004 2 138 19 years ago
7 Remember me Poem 2004 1 140 19 years ago
8 Never had someone to call "my love" Poem 2004 1 141 19 years ago
9 Look again (something is better than nothing) Poem 2004 141 19 years ago
10 You were there for me (my comfort through the pain) Poem 2004 1 142 19 years ago
11 Make believe world Poem 2004 1 145 19 years ago
12 Run Poem 2004 1 145 19 years ago
13 Glass case (show me love) Poem 2004 1 145 19 years ago
14 By Myself Poem 2004 2 146 19 years ago
15 Mental illness is forever Poem 2004 1 146 19 years ago
16 Where are you? Poem 2004 1 147 19 years ago
17 Suicide is the biggest mistake Poem 2005 148 19 years ago
18 Shades of a love that keeps me alive tonight Poem 2004 2 148 19 years ago
19 Tears that sting my eyes Poem 2004 148 19 years ago
20 Voices (what it's like) Poem 2004 2 149 19 years ago
21 On my own (who cares) Poem 2004 149 19 years ago
22 Tears of someone who loves you Poem 2004 2 149 19 years ago
23 I'm not okay Poem 2005 1 150 19 years ago
24 Never enough Poem 2004 1 151 19 years ago
25 Let me introduce you to the voices in my head Poem 2004 1 151 19 years ago
26 Dying for a living Poem 2004 1 152 19 years ago
27 Fighter For Life Poem 2004 1 152 19 years ago
28 I could pretend Poem 2004 2 152 19 years ago
29 Fake knife Poem 2004 1 152 19 years ago
30 Breathe you out of my life Poem 2004 1 152 19 years ago
31 Will you hold me? Poem 2005 1 153 18 years ago
32 Another lonely goodbye Poem 2004 1 153 19 years ago
33 X-hero Poem 2004 153 19 years ago
34 Hope Poem 2004 1 154 19 years ago
35 How do you say goodbye to sunshine? Poem 2004 1 154 19 years ago
36 Reality? Poem 2004 155 19 years ago
37 6 months to live Poem 2004 1 155 19 years ago
38 Exit at your own risk Poem 2004 155 19 years ago
39 I feel for you Poem 2004 1 156 19 years ago
40 Hold your breath Poem 2004 156 19 years ago
41 When I say I love you Poem 2004 3 157 19 years ago
42 The dream (Bethany's song) Poem 2004 157 19 years ago
43 The night I learned how to live Poem 2005 157 19 years ago
44 World in your eyes Poem 2004 157 19 years ago
45 Love of my life Poem 2004 158 19 years ago
46 I never want to stop Poem 2004 159 19 years ago
47 I was there Poem 2005 1 159 19 years ago
48 Screaming Poem 2004 159 19 years ago
49 Kill me more and more each minute Poem 2004 1 160 19 years ago
50 Restless Poem 2005 2 160 19 years ago
51 Is This A Dream Poem 2004 1 161 19 years ago
52 Maybe if I was broken Poem 2004 161 19 years ago
53 You go crazy Poem 2004 161 19 years ago
54 If you ever wonder how I'm doing without you Poem 2005 1 161 19 years ago
55 Sunshine came again Poem 2004 2 162 19 years ago
56 Unreal Poem 2005 162 18 years ago
57 Why I hate silence Poem 2004 2 163 19 years ago
58 Who I am Poem 2005 2 163 19 years ago
59 Cry with me Poem 2005 1 163 18 years ago
60 It Poem 2004 3 163 19 years ago
61 Dreaming I was Cinderella Poem 2005 1 163 19 years ago
62 Nothing Poem 2004 1 164 19 years ago
63 Create me Poem 2005 164 19 years ago
64 Taboo (until I met you) Poem 2004 1 164 19 years ago
65 Gambling is illegal Poem 2004 1 165 19 years ago
66 If I could cry Poem 2005 165 19 years ago
67 My Everything Poem 2005 1 165 19 years ago
68 Conditioned to fear Poem 2005 165 19 years ago
69 The first time I breathed Poem 2004 1 165 19 years ago
70 Unusual Television Poem 2004 165 19 years ago
71 She still smiles Poem 2005 2 166 19 years ago
72 I'll try not to breathe Poem 2004 1 166 19 years ago
73 Rain Poem 2005 1 167 19 years ago
74 Tonight Poem 2005 1 167 19 years ago
75 Neverending apology Poem 2004 1 168 19 years ago
76 I'm not afraid Poem 2005 3 169 19 years ago
77 How you make me feel Poem 2004 4 170 19 years ago
78 Perfect love Poem 2005 1 170 18 years ago
79 You were always there Poem 2004 1 170 19 years ago
80 It's all good Poem 2004 170 19 years ago
81 Bipolar disorder Poem 2004 1 171 19 years ago
82 Conversations with the rain Poem 2004 1 172 19 years ago
83 Star that takes my breath away Poem 2004 2 172 19 years ago
84 Poison Poem 2004 2 172 19 years ago
85 If I was your love Poem 2005 3 172 19 years ago
86 More than you'll ever know Poem 2005 1 172 19 years ago
87 Asthma attack (if I could) Poem 2005 173 19 years ago
88 Still wouldn't love you Poem 2005 173 18 years ago
89 If Only Poem 2005 173 19 years ago
90 I can hold you in my fantasies Poem 2005 2 173 19 years ago
91 1-10 (and I'll do it again) Poem 2005 1 173 19 years ago
92 Beauty Poem 2004 2 174 19 years ago
93 An explanation that defines the "no" mood Poem 2004 2 175 19 years ago
94 Every breath, every word Poem 2004 1 175 19 years ago
95 Words Poem 2004 175 19 years ago
96 A million stars, A million pennies Poem 2005 176 19 years ago
97 I'm gonna hold you Poem 2004 176 19 years ago
98 Friendship.............but then again Poem 2004 1 176 19 years ago
99 I never cried Poem 2005 1 176 19 years ago
100 One last wish Poem 2005 1 177 18 years ago
101 Nightime Breakdown Poem 2005 177 19 years ago
102 Frozen Image Poem 2005 1 178 19 years ago
103 Pretending.......Just Pretending Poem 2005 1 178 19 years ago
104 Look at my disappearing act Poem 2005 178 19 years ago
105 I'm so broken Poem 2005 1 178 18 years ago
106 Detached Poem 2005 1 178 18 years ago
107 One night stand Poem 2005 179 18 years ago
108 Alive Poem 2005 1 179 19 years ago
109 Scream Poem 2005 1 179 18 years ago
110 Feed the Deer Poem 2005 1 179 19 years ago
111 If I don't get to hold you Poem 2004 179 19 years ago
112 My best friend Poem 2005 179 18 years ago
113 Again Poem 2005 2 180 18 years ago
114 Haunted Poem 2005 1 180 18 years ago
115 I was crying Poem 2005 2 180 18 years ago
116 Weather Report Poem 2005 180 19 years ago
117 Back in your arms again Poem 2005 5 180 19 years ago
118 Holding me Poem 2004 1 181 19 years ago
119 Find myself dead Poem 2005 2 181 18 years ago
120 I can't, I just can't Poem 2005 181 18 years ago
121 Attention cutters Poem 2004 4 182 19 years ago
122 Friends like you Poem 2005 182 18 years ago
123 Welcome to my living hell Poem 2004 183 19 years ago
124 Outspoken, speechless, thoughtless Poem 2004 2 183 19 years ago
125 Completely Poem 2005 184 18 years ago
126 Uninvited Guest Poem 2005 3 184 19 years ago
127 Please don't leave me lifeless Poem 2005 2 184 18 years ago
128 Portrait of missing you Poem 2005 184 19 years ago
129 Obsessing my life away Poem 2005 185 19 years ago
130 Niagra Falls fell from my eyes Poem 2005 2 187 18 years ago
131 One grape without a seed Poem 2005 2 188 19 years ago
132 Unspoken (I love you, I love you not) Poem 2004 1 188 19 years ago
133 You are Poem 2005 1 189 18 years ago
134 Something more Poem 2005 189 19 years ago
135 When I'm with you Poem 2005 1 190 18 years ago
136 I'm going crazy Poem 2004 1 190 19 years ago
137 Wanted: Dead or Alive Poem 2005 190 19 years ago
138 Old Candle Poem 2005 1 191 19 years ago
139 Don't hold anything back Poem 2005 1 191 18 years ago
140 Worth what I died for Poem 2005 1 191 18 years ago
141 This is what pisses me off Poem 2005 1 191 18 years ago
142 Self Destruction Poem 2004 2 193 19 years ago
143 Don't take it away Poem 2005 4 194 18 years ago
144 AHHHHH! Poem 2005 3 195 18 years ago
145 Please don't Poem 2005 195 18 years ago
146 Prayer for Sophie Poem 2005 1 195 19 years ago
147 For you Poem 2005 1 196 18 years ago
148 Fearless Poem 2005 1 196 18 years ago
149 Walk with you forever Poem 2005 197 18 years ago
150 Goodbye Poem 2014 197 9 years ago
151 Family Portrait Poem 2005 1 198 18 years ago
152 Put the feeding tube back in Poem 2005 2 198 19 years ago
153 I thought....but I was wrong Poem 2008 198 16 years ago
154 I still love you Poem 2005 3 198 19 years ago
155 Crippled thoughts (death of a thought) Poem 2004 1 198 19 years ago
156 I gave up Poem 2005 199 19 years ago
157 Dial 911 if you want to rescue me Poem 2004 1 199 19 years ago
158 Count the tears Poem 2014 199 9 years ago
159 6 ways I could try to get their attention Poem 2004 4 201 19 years ago
160 Why breathe Poem 2004 1 201 19 years ago
161 I Love Poem 2015 201 9 years ago
162 Unspoken one Poem 2006 1 203 18 years ago
163 Tangled in a spider web Poem 2005 1 203 18 years ago
164 One thousand angels Poem 2005 1 204 18 years ago
165 You nourish me Poem 2005 1 205 18 years ago
166 One by one Poem 2006 1 205 17 years ago
167 Autumn's leaves Poem 2006 206 18 years ago
168 If I would ever dare Poem 2004 1 206 19 years ago
169 Untrusted Poem 2004 2 207 19 years ago
170 Obsession Poem 2005 2 207 19 years ago
171 Big Brother Poem 2005 3 207 19 years ago
172 Walked the earth Poem 2005 1 207 18 years ago
173 Tears Uncried Poem 2005 1 208 19 years ago
174 I can breathe again Poem 2005 1 208 19 years ago
175 Fading Poem 2005 2 209 18 years ago
176 I call your name Poem 2004 8 209 19 years ago
177 Can't let go Poem 2005 2 209 18 years ago
178 Everything I am not Poem 2007 209 17 years ago
179 So Breathe Poem 2005 2 210 18 years ago
180 Beauty of the rain Poem 2006 210 17 years ago
181 Release Poem 2005 1 210 18 years ago
182 Completely Lost Poem 2005 3 211 19 years ago
183 Lift me up Poem 2005 1 211 18 years ago
184 My murderer Poem 2008 211 16 years ago
185 Pretend that I'm fine Poem 2005 211 18 years ago
186 God Poem 2005 1 211 18 years ago
187 My Only Friend Poem 2007 212 16 years ago
188 I have a dream... Poem 2008 212 16 years ago
189 Can't get you out of my head Poem 2005 212 18 years ago
190 I'm not the Beauty Queen Poem 2005 2 213 19 years ago
191 My secret revealed Poem 2006 214 17 years ago
192 And he will lead the way Poem 2004 1 214 19 years ago
193 Your Smile Poem 2012 214 11 years ago
194 Praise the Lord Poem 2006 215 18 years ago
195 My Confidant Poem 2004 216 19 years ago
196 Bleed Poem 2004 2 217 19 years ago
197 Waiting for death to visit my house for dinner Poem 2007 218 16 years ago
198 From the Mental Hospital Poem 2008 219 16 years ago
199 Harmony is Poem 2008 219 16 years ago
200 Paranoid Poem 2005 1 220 18 years ago
201 Cruel myth Poem 2006 4 220 18 years ago
202 My final goodbye Poem 2008 221 16 years ago
203 Angels wings Poem 2004 3 222 19 years ago
204 All I need is Jesus Poem 2008 222 16 years ago
205 Counting tears instead of sheep Poem 2008 222 15 years ago
206 Dry Poem 2006 222 18 years ago
207 Bleeder's Prayer Poem 2006 1 222 17 years ago
208 The Mask Poem 2008 1 223 15 years ago
209 Psychology teacher Poem 2004 4 223 19 years ago
210 Holy one Poem 2005 1 223 18 years ago
211 If I ever committed suicide Poem 2004 2 224 19 years ago
212 When Poem 2006 224 18 years ago
213 Kingdom above Poem 2005 1 225 18 years ago
214 Something different Poem 2006 225 18 years ago
215 Prayer for my best friend Poem 2005 2 226 18 years ago
216 Winter Poem 2008 226 15 years ago
217 Noah Poem 2008 1 226 16 years ago
218 Too much pain, not enough tears Poem 2006 226 18 years ago
219 HeartTime Poem 2008 226 16 years ago
220 If we Poem 2007 226 16 years ago
221 Forgive Me Poem 2008 227 16 years ago
222 Blink of an eye Poem 2004 4 228 19 years ago
223 Your fantasy Poem 2005 2 228 19 years ago
224 Drowning Poem 2006 228 17 years ago
225 There is a void Poem 2008 228 15 years ago
226 The beating of my heart Poem 2006 228 17 years ago
227 Handmade Poem 2007 229 16 years ago
228 Undeserved Crown Poem 2006 229 17 years ago
229 Shattered Poem 2007 1 230 16 years ago
230 Unconditional love we take for granted Poem 2004 3 230 19 years ago
231 Only he Poem 2007 231 16 years ago
232 Just my Uncle and me Poem 2005 3 231 18 years ago
233 Would you notice if I stopped Breathing? Poem 2006 1 232 17 years ago
234 Good Enough Poem 2007 232 16 years ago
235 I danced with an educart today Poem 2006 232 18 years ago
236 Who You Are Poem 2008 232 15 years ago
237 The moon reminded me Poem 2006 232 17 years ago
238 What would you do? Poem 2007 233 16 years ago
239 My Secret Poem 2008 233 16 years ago
240 My Suicide Poem 2007 1 233 16 years ago
241 How do I deal? Poem 2004 2 234 19 years ago
242 Be my Morphine Poem 2008 234 15 years ago
243 Another Rainy Day Poem 2008 234 16 years ago
244 I thought I saw a tear Poem 2013 235 11 years ago
245 Sometimes Poem 2007 235 16 years ago
246 Ashes to ashes Poem 2008 235 16 years ago
247 3 nails Poem 2007 236 16 years ago
248 Man of God Poem 2006 237 17 years ago
249 "Normal" Again Poem 2008 237 16 years ago
250 Right there Poem 2015 1 238 8 years ago