What do you call it when all you feel is pain?
When all the people look at you like you are insane
Who is to judge when they don't feel your pain
They don't know what it's like to feel shame
To have to blame yourself for all the choices you've made

This is what it's like to feel my pain
It's the hurt that is slowly deteriorating your brain
The numbing of all the words you're saying
Nothing is great when all you feel is this type of pain
Sometimes it makes me want to scream, but whats the point
When no one is listening

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I wrote this when I had a lot on my mind. I was trying to describe my pain.

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Starts at the cuticles and radiates up the foot until it reaches the brain. Then pain gets interesting. Analgesics don't work because it's emotion's driving and the road is cross-country, hundreds of miles in one night. My hair hurts. The follicles are burning and no chemical can neutralized the fire as if all the hate and mistreatment in the world settled on my scalp and decided to live there a while. - allets -