Once I loved a boy
And for a time he loved me too.
He gave me many good days,
And happy memories.
Many smiles,
And lovely words.
He gave me a sense of hope
In a hopeless world.
But then one day,
He was gone.
It was like that,
That my source of love,
Happiness,
And light
Vanished.
I did everything I could,
To forget him.
Got hooked on poisons,
And flavours of many kinds.
I pleaded with my conscious to forget the splendors of love that he brought me.
Till one day,
I snapped.
I went mad,
Over forgetting the boy who had forgotten me years ago.
I lost my self in a beautiful collapse of my own mind.
I forgot what my goal was,
Forgot what I was wanting to do.
Forgot where I was going,
Lost sight of night,
Of day,
Of happiness,
Of pain,
Of love,
Of lust;
Forgot what I was wanting to forget.
Forgot that I had once loved a boy, and that for a time
He loved me too.