2004-02-29 Email to poem: Responsiblity of Love

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2002-2004 Muse

I am trying to recover
From such a sudden change of heart
Like someone died
From calling all the time
To nothing
One day together
The next I no longer exist...
I am in such shock...
He was all about honesty
And I was honest
Never be honest
When you tell someone you love them
Cuz then they have to decide
If they can handle
The responsibity of your love
...even if they
Are the ones
That coax it from you.
I swore
I would never let my guard down...
But its glorious  
The freedom
Of an honest relationship
I hope I can find it again.
Cuz now I know
Of its existance.

 

Or this version


I am trying to recover from such a

sudden change of heart. Like someone

died.

From calling all the time
To nothing 
One day together the next I

no longer exist...
I am in such shock...he

was all about the honesty
And I was honest Never be

honest when you tell someone you

love them 
Cuz then they

have to decide 
If they can handle the responsibity

of your love...even

if they are the ones that coax it

from you. 
I swore 
I would never let my guard down...but its

glorious  
The freedom 
Of an honest relationship I hope

I can find it again. I know now of

its existance.

Or does it?


or this 

I am trying to recover from such a

sudden change of heart. Like someone

died.

From calling all the time
To nothing 
One day together, the next I

no longer exist...
I am in such shock...he was

all about the honesty.
And I was honest, never be

honest when

you tell someone you

love them 
Cuz then they

have to decide 
If they can handle the responsibility

of your love...even

if they are the ones that coax it

from you. 
I swore 
I would never let my guard down...but it’s

glorious  
The freedom 
Of an honest relationship. I hope

I can find it again. I know now of

its existence.

 

Or do I?

Author's Notes/Comments: 

No it is not going well We are still apart I am just trying to recover from such a sudden change in my life...Like someone died From someone calling me 2 3 times a day to nothing One day we are together the next becasue he decides he needs more time wiht his kids that I no longer exist...I am in such shock...Its not as if he didnt love me He was all about honesty and I was honest with him Never be honest when you tell someone you love them cuz then they have to decide if they can handle the responsibity of your love...even if they are the ones that coax it from you. I swore i would neve let down my guard...but hen it was glorious to have experienced thae freedom of an hones relationship I hope I can find it again. I couldnt sleep havent slpt in 2 weeks.

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teresa_r's picture

I know just how you
feel there was a guy i was in
love with for 2 years on line and he called
everyday sometimes 2 3 or 4 times a day
and on april 11 he left me and i know this pain.

poetvg's picture

i know what you
mean by that