I NEED YOU!~(ryan)

I NEED YOU WITH ME,

I NEED US TO BE ONE,

I NEED YOU TO LOVE ME,

I NEED YOU TO GIVE THEM SOME TIME,

FUCK I WANNA KISS YOU RIGHT NOW,

I WANNA LAY IN YOUR ARMS AND SMILE,

BUT THAT CAN'T HAPPEN,

SO ILL JUST GO DIE,

PLEASE SOMEBODY END THIS,

I CANT STAND THIS PAIN,

I LOVE HIM TO DEATH,

AND IF I CANT BE WITH HIM,

THEN IM LEAVING TODAY,

REMEMBER MY FACE,

REMEMBER MY SMILE,

REMEMBER I LOVE YOU!

AND PLEASE DONT CRY!

I JUST WANT IT TO BE OVER,

THIS STRESS, THIS PAIN,

THIS LIFE, ITS NOT A GAME,

I HATE THIS! I HATE THEM!

I NEED YOU IN MY LIFE!

BECAUSE WITHOUT YOU,

MY LIFES A SIN.

I HATE THIS WORLD,

I HATE THIS PAIN, I HATE MY LIFE!

I HATE MY NAME! I HATE MYSELF,

I HATE THE ONES I CALL MOM AND DAD,

RIGHT ABOUT NOW!

PLEASE DONT FORGET I LOVE YOU!

ILL SEE YOU AGAIN,

JUST HOLD ON FOR NOW!

WE'LL BE TOGETHER AGAIN!

I LOVE YOU!

I DONT KNOW WHAT ELSE TO SAY!

ID KILL FOR US TO BE TOGETHER,

BUT IT CANT HAPPEN THAT WAY.

ALL I CAN DO, IS SIT HEAR AND CRY,

AND HIDE MYSELF FROM THE CRUEL WORLD,

AND EVENTUALLY DIE!

DONT FORGET ME,

BECAUSE I'LL NEVER FORGET YOU,

YOU'LL BE IN MY MIND, MY HEART,

FOREVER. . .

SO LET ME BE IN YOURS TOO:'(

Author's Notes/Comments: 

FUCKING FUCK! I LOVE U RYAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!(k)(l)(k)(l)(k)(l)(k)(l)(k)(l)(k)

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