You have to mind loss
no you have not to mind loss
Always have something to lose
have nothing to lose
I fear loss
She fears loss
When I am sick my mother
plays the victim and crys
and then smiles sometimes
after I leave, that happened
a long time a go
I always always laugh at them
and lately I say they are dumb without
fear, I use to think they are long term strategist
they can't even handle nanseconds of waiting
for important analysis, their bosses are high up
but they work for commission and torture people
like me for nothing
He is handsome, and my mom doesn't mind he's here
living with me in my bedroom, my brother's former bedroom,
also my long time boyfriend lives with us and we share
a double bed with the three of us, two guys and a girl
He has issues with the staff coming into our bedroom
and cleaning, and he thinks I have make the bed
and my long boyfriend needs his night stand to be very clean
and insists that I should do it.
I met him through sound and fell in love with him but kept it very quiet
until I found out to my horror that they knew not only they but also
the ones that are not really suppose to know
so me not knowing that they knew
felt so " puffed' up that I was laughing at them all
that I knew some of their secrets
I knew they were one big family
I was certain they couldn't do that to me
I was above in every area, 10 over 10
After a while they came with a good plan
to force me to accept them as equals
now today I think how can I they don't even understand
how many important things work
and they break down things like kids
So I slow down and get bored
while they not work anymore
They KNOW I love him
and envy has haunted me for a long time
Firstly they framed him, secondly they ended his contract
thirdly they decieved his supporters
and with him they are making my life hell