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THE WALK OF AWAKENING
Today in my mind I took the long walk of finding myself of knowing that I am loved. My family loves me. I am just me. I miss things like my laptop and my last girlfriend, but that is life. As I have told myself this time it was all for not. How could I allow myself to be someone’s friend who could always be negative? Yet that is me a fixer almost to the point of putting myself in a situation that as the nurses said would have quickly brought me to suicide. I was saying no we need to get the house so that that person will not be alone. They have this issue and that. There I went again and the staff at both hospitals saying that they felt it was not healthy for me to go back into that environment. I found myself today knowing I can love myself short hair and all. Knowing parts of me will just be me while other parts have fallen. I took the long walk today and at then end of it found myself.
