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Shane Diamond

Angels Round Me

If you try to bring me down.
Don't you ever come around.
I got no space in my life for negative vibes.
I need more angels round me.

I need someone who bring me happiness.
Not someone that when I see my mind turns into a complete mess.
With all them losers who keep tryin to run my life.
Stressin me to the point of me wantin to run for the knife.
The drama at this home is always too much for me.
Any chance I get, I try to leave it to hopefully set my mind free.

But it seems that just leaving this place just doesn't do it.
More and more I feel as if the drama follows me.
Hanging over my head like a dark cloud constantly raining down.
Oh God why is it that the life keeps raining bad things on me.
I can't even see if there is any light in front of me.

If you try to bring me down.
Don't you ever come around.
I got no space in my life for negative vibes.
I need more angels round me.

- Shane Diamond -
http://4Einc.vze.com
Theater Of Death

I'm in the movie theater trying to watch a movie.
Your gabbing with your friends about every second of the flick.
I kindly ask you to be quiet you stop for a few.
Only to esculade it after I sit down and you count to two.
You lean forward with your drink.
My elbow flies back, knocks it over, you want to cause a stink.
You stand up and become “Mr Tough Guy”.
Before you finish your sentence I punch you in the throat.
Ooo can't talk now, you think that's all she wrote.
While your bent over gasping for breath.
I stab you in the fucking neck.
So I can see the blood fucking squirt.
I sit you up in the very front row bleeding.

There is nothing you can do for this.
I know I'm going to hell cause of this.
But soon as I rid all of you, I can enjoy my movie in peace.

There is nothing you can do for this.
I know I'm going to hell cause of this.
But soon as I rid all of you, I can enjoy my movie in peace.

I maybe forced to closed my theater.
Since management feels that I'm going about this all wrong.
Until it's your money you've spent only to have it runied.
Then you'll want to join my service.
Eliminate the ones that cause this before they get the chance.
Here comes another one.
A Lady with 3 kids, a cell phone in hand.
Sorry kiddies but Mommy isn't surviving this.
First we chop the hand off that has the cell phone.
I'm not done with her, let me slap her head with a stone.

“Rambles in another language”
“Turn your cell phone off please”
“Rambles in another language bout not understanding english”
“Hang the fucking phone up NOW I SAY !”

She's sat next to the other asshole, both left for dead.
Also both of'em bleeding from the head.

There is nothing you can do for this.
I know I'm going to hell cause of this.
But soon as I rid all of you, I can enjoy my movie in peace.

There is nothing you can do for this.
I know I'm going to hell cause of this.
But soon as I rid all of you, I can enjoy my movie in peace.

Shane Diamond

The poem was inspired by two things:
1 – Insane Clown Posse's – To Catch A Predator – From Bang Pow Boom
2 – A Bad Movie Going Experience

Hope y'all can relate.. if not.... TOO FUCKIN BAD
Happy Ending
(This poem was inspired by a song done by Tech N9ne & Krizz Kaliko which was the same name)

What about me? Where is my happy ending?
What about me? Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
Will this stop before I stop breathing?
Is their a light, in this dark I'm seein?

I've been ready since grade nine for my life to stop.
Wonderin which side would take me as I got my soul to shop.
I still feel as if I'm destin to suffer.
Would anyone come to see this rotted dead corpse of a motherfucker.
Still wondering what life is about.
Too scared to open up my heart as for this I doubt.
Anyone will want to stay with me.
If they knew what really went on everyone would set me free.

What about me? Where is my happy ending?
What about me? Is this a life worth living?
You know how it begins, but how does it end for me?
Will I ever win, or does he have it in for me?
Will this stop before I stop breathing?
Is their a light, in this dark I'm seein?

I stare at knives thinking this maybe my time.
If something changes my mind, I turn to rhyme.
I drown my pain in words.
As my voice is never heard.

- Shane Diamond -
Don't forget to visit my site: http://4Einc.vze.com
The writing in italics were done by Tech N9ne & Krizz Kaliko for the song that is on the CD entitled Killer... so please buy the album:
http://strangemusicinc.net/mm5/merchant.mvc?Screen=PROD&Store_Code=SMTNS...
This poem called Ups & Downs was inspired by a music video by the Canadian Hip Hop Artist known as Classified who have inspired both myself & my fiance Jessica.. You can check out the video here:
http://www.halfliferecords.ca
(just scroll down and you'll find it)
Also if you like his music be sure to pick up his album which dropped TODAY (March 22nd 2011) called: Handshakes & Middle Fingers
Ups & Downs

I got too much on my mind.
I know my health is on a constant decline.
My rhymes don't come together so nicely.
They seem to come out of me choppy and splicy.
I'm loosing it I can't connect the missing w____
Feeling more and more stressed thinking I need to write more so people know there's something going on.
But when the time comes I have trouble putting my thinking cap on.
Jessica is the only thing that seems to make sense in this crazy world.
But even she's loosing her steps.
Not walking the same path she once did.
Both of us feeling that we should have let the razor slid.
We're here now, invested so much time & money into what we have.
Still trying to keep our heads afloat so we're not living out the trash.
My mind is constantly stuck on 4E and the ideas keep coming.
Just not enough time in my life for everything that I see running.
Having trouble sleeping at night.
My mind won't turn off and it's keeping me awake.
Sleeping pills don't work, they seem to make my body do some weird things
Now I have a constant pain in my mouth.
Feeling like all I do is chew on my cheek till its raw
I have very little “ups” in my life and what I consider “ups” most would consider pathetic.

- Shane Diamond -
Society
I've always been so sick of society.
It always portray these perfect little beings that get into life.
While the rest of us must sit out from the good things and rot.
Slowly from our brains to our teeth.
Just rotting away in hopes of getting chosen for this game of life.
Like playing tag and always being picked last or never at all.
If your not perfect you don't fit into societies rules.
The ones who look different have to do awful things.
Putting themselves in positions they wish they could drown out.
Selling there bodies in ways that can't even be dreamed.
Society has raped many innocent lives.
- Shane Diamond -

Self Inflicted
It started back in 9th grade when everyday I just wanted to take my life.
Never had anything going for myself never once thought about a wife.
I just had to leave this torment I just had to get the fuck out.
The stress an anger was buildin up just wanted to whip the gun out.
Slaughterin the victims who have continued to cause me the pain.
Showing the ones who truly was fucking insane.
It never stopped, I couldn't shake the past.
Now it's another sort of torment that I can't get away from.
Anger & Rage run through my system at full throttle.
Unlike many I don't consume from the bottle.
All this pain in life is how I live.
What the fuck do I have ta give.
You've realized that your life has been self inflicted.
Your actions towards me continue to remain negative.
Until the day that I become part of the earth.
From the moment that you have given birth.
It seems that I was the pain that was always brought forth by you.
You continue to run your mouth to family stating how you've always been proud of me.
When you look yourself in the mirror at night what do you see ?.
As the lies are now facin you an everything that you've built up.
No way in hell that you can ever run from this.
What the fuck are you going to do now that this pain is fully on you.
- Shane -

Author's Notes/Comments: 

Well poetry seems to be dead, I guess I'm the LUCKY SAVIOR.. As I plan on bringing poetry back in a big way and get people reading and talking about it like the old days...

***WARNING***
If RATED R movies with violence offends you... DO NOT READ THIS BOOK... This is your 1 AND ONLY WARNING...

Now keep in mind this does have a few bits of poetry in it rated "PG" but it's mixed up by the rated "R" stuff... So if all your going to do is give me a bad review over this... then do yourself the favor and DO NOT READ IT, because IT WILL NOT HELP YOUR CAUSE.

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