So deep and sharp,
So silent and still.
Such maddening sound
From elusive ceilings.
Pierced by a glow
As a hero’s victorious sword,
Light swallowed the black abyss.
Mist flies above,
As Universal particles,
Concentrated in a point of
In the middle of fight
Where suns and moons
Damp moss surrounds my sole,
As I pace,
Gracefully in vibrating lull.
And glanced have I,
In the abysmal water,
And seen a miracle around me:
In her richness of tones and shades,
Dancing in the mirror of truth,
The reflection of soul and thoughts.
Then standing behind such glory,
I couldn’t see but her,
Her dazzle of life,
And MAN to worthless has succumbed,
There is only one guy
That has ever seen
Behind my mask
No one else ever could
Handle the truth of me
That’s why I never
Removed the mask
But one guy has and
He has always stayed
Where everyone else
Would see just a glimpse
And take off, never to return
This guy has strength
And determination, too
And the will to deal
With me no matter how
Upset, angry, depressed, pissed off
I can be, your still here
So I will stay with you
For a while, until you
Give me reason to change it
June 14, 2013
The thing about truth is that it points out
some wrongdoing on the part of us all,
and our social values tend to be primitive in nature
whereby we choose human sacrifice
in the same way ancient civilizations
burned people at the stake and crucified them
for even suggesting such a thing, as if for us all
to bear the weight of life's burdens together
is an absurdity.
Ha ha ha Hee Hee Hee
I can’t believe you actually thought you really knew me
You only know what I allowed you to see
Ha ha ha Hee Hee Hee
You are so funny
How could you possibly believe you know it all honey
I am a cancer, hiding the true me is my speciality
Gone and running in an irreversible tension
And 10,000 miles left in question
Of ideas we just forget to mention
And the thoughts are left in the dark and disappear
and in comes walking, the unavoidable fear
A unknown direction, a road we somehow got sucked in to steer
Trying to take calm within the unpredictable shadows
Take control of your senses and dodge your arrows
and forget all of the anxiousness that somehow follows
Now listen to what I have to say
For the wicked hide in the shadows of this day
You know nothing of what is of me
You may know the color of my eyes
But not of what they are capable to see
Now here, I've warned this upon you
For not every smile is ever true
Everything is not set in stone
You may say there is an answer
When nothing is completely known
Close your eyes, please understand
That what you may rely on is a blood-thirsty hand
Unknown of what they truly are
Watch think before you turn and talk
Someone so close to you can be so far
So remember before you go on and say
"But why would anyone do this to me anyway?"
Human nature can be full of evil and greed
Unwatched, A monster born within the shadows, full only of self pleasure and need.
Putting that all aside, it would seem that something such as 'justice' might be even more of an avalanche of drama and chaos, and as we can clearly see by our observation of the world around us, the legal system, and the business of imprisonment, it most certainly is just that. I personally have seen enough to be inspired to help with this webpage in an attempt to help open the eyes of anyone who cares enough to face the reality of what we have all contributed to, and hopefully feel the passion to improve on a system that has become a cancer unto itself. As it stands, I see the word 'justice' as a mere fabrication. So as I write, I am compelled to create my own fabrication of justice, as I certainly feel enormously entitled to after having had witnessed some of the things that I have thus far into my earthly journey. As I do, I invite you to ask yourself as well, "What is your own fabrication of justice? If you had the power to change your own idea of justice to improve your own personal reality what would you change? How would you use the technology we now have to improve on a system that has swallowed itself whole?" It has been said that our thoughts create our reality. If you think that justice is something that happens in a court of law, or something that happens in a moment of vengeance, then I would implore you to think again as you read the following pages. Please be aware of my intent to assist you in avoiding to be a witness to some of the things myself and many others have been faced with in order to see that those things are only the tools used to create a sickness unto death, and mass suicide for us all eventually. Our country is in self destruct mode and our system(s) is at the crux of the demise.
I believe in being the change that you would like to see in the world. I have changed my inner realm to mirror the justice I envision after learning the truth of our current system. I have learned not to judge myself as being 'wrong' or 'right'. I have relearned what it means to be a loving, self-nurturing human being. I do not 'reward' myself, nor do I 'punish' myself, and I have found that in not doing so, have grown far beyond any assemblance of what my parents had plotted out in their well meaning fairytale of life for me as they dreamed it....and I am very happy with what I have arrived at withn myself. This is a mere attempt at sharing that with others.
I never did understand
"Oh, but I only lied because I didn't want your feelings to be hurt".
stop fooling yourself, please?
you lied. plain and simple.
you lied. look in the mirror.
listen to what you are saying:
"I lied because I didn't want the truth to hurt you".
with friends like that, nobody needs any enemies.
so deep, tripping through
a vault of echoes opened by you.
your love like fine wine
one sip so sweet
my lips could never compete.
an open road, a valley
a place to let it all seep in
warm like blood & tender as your skin
heart to heart syncing in.
eyes of the moon, tranquilized
swirling like valium
an ocean of consequence, I can barely swim.
which of us took the first dive in?
i'd drown in a thousand currents to stay here, by you
to hold the hand of hope
to gaze into the truth
walking alone on the path of dreams
where maybe in the end we'll meet..