Girls say they are looking for the right man, but they look right through me.
They say there want someone with similar interests, but they never want to get to know me.
So many have come and gone, and they don't know that by pushing me aside, they have taken a part of me.
They take one look at me.
They see someone who enjoys and plays sports, but they immediately think typical jock.
They see someone who majors in a word they can't understand and they immediately think nerd.
But if they would have sat down and talked with me, they would know the truth.
That, yes, I've played sports, but I'm a little shy.
And don't have tons of friends, I'm a close friend kind of guy.
Baseball and football are how I pass my time.
Heck, I rarely write poems and make them try to rhyme.
I've only been horseback riding once, but I would go again, I'll even go again for a date.
I feel uncomfortable at big parties, but with close friends, I will stay up late.
I spend some time playing video games.
But that's just because I love competition.
That last line didn't rhyme. Oh well. It's my poem. I can do what I want.
They don't know that I will give them everything I can.
I'll be their man.
Who holds them tight. Every night.
But I know we'll argue, and once and a while fight.
But after it's said and done. I will continue to treat you like the princess you are.
It's funny how people always say "don't judge a girl by what's on the outside, but what in the inside."
But to be completely honest with you. Both sexes do the same thing.
We see someone who isn't drop dead gorgeous and we automatically dismiss them.
How do you know he doesn't like the same music, food, movies, sports, art, or interests?
You don't. But guess what. He loves everything you do.
And because he wasn't what your physical appearance of Prince Charming, you may have just passed up a better soulmate than the one you end up with.
I sit here at night, and I think of a girl.
A girl who I've spilled my heart and soul out to.
A girl who I believe is perfect for me and I believe I am for her.
She's currently searching for "the one"
I know her interests, but she doesn't know mine.
Cause she sees that I'm not the kind of guy every girl flocks to.
I don't want to get into specifics so I'll keep the message more general.
So when people talk about how guys don't treat girl by their feelings instead of their looks.
Girls, you do the same thing.
Think about the friend you have who always says "Hi, how are you doing today."
And instead of just saying "Hi" and killing the convo.
Why don't you ask him how his day is going.
Maybe one day your lives will be doing the same thing.
My significant other is more like insignificant keeping me completely bent out of the norm rather it's during his storm of rage or during his calmness on the flipped page my significant other chooses to remain keeping me caged up like I'm good for nothing when he puts up a front for others, blinding them to his bluffing....
Ahhh the key to how he lures others in close enough to transform their shine into being dimmed. As I could never forget his grin of enjoyment of tearing down what he pretended to being meant....
He is the one dent in my life permanently and 100% devoted to terminate me. Pain, sickness, teary eyed, exhausted and hungry would not make a difference.... responses always was well, but, after, I promise, and next time as he stood in front of me, starring into my eyes briefly yet bluntly. The significance of another can possibly turn to be insignificant, sickness, and an brutally event to never forget.
-April 17th, 2014-
Once upon a time in a far away land,
An ice cream Queen led the Vanilla Bean Clan.
Their containers were generally purple and blue,
Still, no one, but no one really knew,
If the Vanilla Bean Clan’s flavor was true.
You see, their lids were cast from forged steel.
A welded ring formed an impenetrable seal.
With no window or door for the curious to explore,
No one really knew their flavor for sure.
The Queen’s edict, ruled the land,
No one, but no one, in her clan
Shall ever remove their lid, for if they did,
The penalty was death by thaw,
For those who did and those who saw.
Once upon a day in this far away place,
A teen brought upon the kingdom disgrace,
He replaced his lid with cellophane, his flavor plainly seen,
This ice cream teen was butter pecan, not vanilla bean.
No one but no one should have a cellophane screen!
And if that weren’t enough to disgrace the Queen,
His container was not purple and blue, but breen.
The legislature worked quickly to outlaw breen,
Before the child was brought before the angered Queen,
To answer for violating the rule of the land,
And for the secondary charge of “butter pecan.”
Before sentencing the boy to die,
The Queen asked one question, “Why?”
To whit the eloquent teen did reply:
“I beg you great Queen, hear my plea,
My Queen, My Queen, how beautiful are thee,
Your container and lid are for all to envy,
The only thing that could rival such perfection,
Is your inner Flavor that I can only imagine,
Although never seen, I accepted this as true,
But hope you will share your flavor with me
as I have shared my butter pecan with you."
The Queen responded before a packed hall
Of pint sized dignitaries and peasants and all,
Conspiracy to "off a lid" is a capitol offense,
Wishing to see my flavor is not a defense,
I am beautiful and he is not,
So offing my lid was his jealous plot!
His fate was sealed when he was caught!
Throw the revolutionary into the melting pot.
As the boy melted into butter pecan stew,
He screamed out to the Queen, what he now knew,
I see! … I see! … I see you!
Although the Queen’s lid was still securely intact,
Her vanity and in-ice-creamity were indefensible facts.
Her flavor was now keenly known.
One might think she would be overthrown,
But one would be wrong now and then,
For no one took their lid off ever again.
No one, but no one in the Vanilla Bean Clan,
Wanted to end up like butter pecan.
into the dark treed forest
SUNDAY IS OUR DAY OF REST
WHEN WE WHERE OUR SUNDAY BEST
AFTER ALL WE PASSED THE TEST
WE JUST HAVE ONE SMALL REQUEST
HELP ME LOVE MY BROTHER
TEACH ME NOW TO GIVE
LET ME KNOW YOU LOVE ME
EVERY DAY I LIVE
Into the soil we plant our seed
Surround it with affection to prevent a weed
We feed and water this delicate notion
With love we give our hearts devotion
It's begins to sprout, our little conception
Tiny leaves, the feelers of innocent perception
Basking in days of naïve exhilaration
Unaware that it is a product of creation
Our little shoot has grown to tree
With rain and snow beating down on thee
Wonders of why there are such days
Thoughts of times spent better ways
Exhilaration turns to thoughts of despair
More misfortune than our little tree can bare
With fear in it's heart and a tear in it's eye
It visualizes the days, it's spirits were high
Suddenly the sky darkens and stars shine through
Screaming “That's exactly what we wish you to do”
Just think of love and appreciation
For you are indeed our finest creation
We adorn you with light, guidance and acceptance
You need only to walk through our lighted entrance
Keep aligned and focus on all things good
And you will discover our brotherhood
You see, we are all connected in every way
And have been since the dawn of day
For your thoughts become our expansion
That's how the universe has built it's mansion
For you are god and he is you
Together you work like paper and glue
So think your wants and your hearts desires
And you will ignite creations like wild fires
Keep positive thoughts and make it your goal
To keep feelings of gratitude and passion in your soul
So stop the martyrdom, irritation and rise
To focus on life through rose colored eyes!
Solitude is peace.
You don’t have to listen to others.
When you’re alone,
You can shut out humanity’s corruption.
Nightfall holds no meaning.
If you’re at peace, let be.
Sunlight holds no meaning.
If you’re at peace, let be.
How peaceful it is to be alone.
To be alone is to meditate.
To meditate is to see truth.
To see truth is to be at peace.
You don’t have to listen to others.
A family isn’t needed for peace.
The light that lives inside,
You’ll see it even better when alone.
Reside alone with only the light.
With the light by your side,
You will feel no loneliness,
Only solitude, only peace.
If you seek the light,
You won’t find it in people.
If you seek the dark,
Finding the light will be easy.
If you find the light,
You won’t need people.
You’ll have the light,
And you’ll know peace.
Should you forget about people?
No, even though you don’t need them,
They might need you.
Live for peace.
Live knowing death.
All life dies, yet lives on.
Death comes and peace remains.
Only you know what you’ve done
My heart strings toyed for fun
Convinced you’re worth the fight
I went sleepless night after night
Lying to my face
I thought you needed space
****, I was wrong
With him now you’re strong
Your decision to leave
But you led me to believe
With my heart full of affection
I believed in a re-connection
I was too naive
Blind, she won’t deceive?
But now I see the clues
Just a firework with no fuse
Bawling for days
Alone with God I praised
A chance to be redeemed
This is what I always dreamed
Slowly I found the sun
Finally, it begun!
A path to become a man
God laid out my plan
Engineered to perfection
I detached no more connection
Freedom long at last
I jostled for position
Ignited with ambition
Friends, family and new dates
My single life awaits
A 180 degree transition
Now I’m on a mission
Jubilant life grows on
New beginning, I’m a pawn
The spring of the upswing
Soon I’ll be a king
Bitterness in the past
Surprised by this contrast
I rose up from the dust
Like a bomb I was combust
The fire burned inside
Leaping I found my stride
This poem a rendition
Interpret with conviction
For I have found the way
Forever I will stay