Best friends are like stars on a cloudy night
you may not see them but you know they are always there
through thick or thin their friendship will always shine bright
You both can share the times of laughter and the times of sorrow
and those little secrets shared are safe and kept forever
there’s never a doubt each of you will be there come tomorrow
Even if life’s path changes along the way and one moves away
distance and time can never change the bond between best friends
that truly special friendship in each others heart is there to stay
I didn’t know, when I hugged you for a quick goodbye at the airport, it would be the last time I saw you.
A small thing at first. Unimaginably… (Is this really us?) discord, distrust, frustration, anger.
Escalate, escalate, escalate.
A war of words and harder to believe, a war of attorneys.
Betrayal and counter-betrayal. Trust destroyed.
The fabric of sharing twenty years of friendship, daily phone calls, husbands, and babies--ripped beyond recognition.
Three years have passed and I seem to have forgotten to be angry. The sadness has settled into a solid thing I know and accept. Lately I have found myself just thinking of you, almost in the old way. I see your favorite coffee drink and smile for a second knowing you would enjoy it.
In my best parts I pray you are not lonely. In a secret place I hope you are a little—that you miss me too. I had a dream about you the other night: in it I almost ran into you, and I turned before you could see me, to hurry away in a panic. I know that is the true reality of who we are. We can never go back. There could never be that level of trust. I don’t even know if investing that much in our friendship was healthy.
Three years have passed since I hugged your neck for a quick goodbye at the airport. I used to love you with all my heart. For a while I hated you. Now I feel sad. I’m glad to finally shed tears over you and our friendship.
I never got to say goodbye, so now I do my friend. Goodbye.
He’s with me all the time,
We’re practically best friends.
He’s there for me the hard times the most.
He’s the worst friend I’ve ever had,
I regret the moments I introduced him to my life.
He taunts me, provokes me, pushes me,
He ruins me.
He turns me, frustrates me, rushes me,
He makes me.
I struggle to get him out of my life,
But he only gets closer.
I try to block him out,
But he only gets darker.
I hate him. But he loves me.
I wish him out of my life with the little passion he’s left me with,
But he remains around me,
As if his sadistic job was to torture me through this period of my life,
I loath him for this resulting strife.
I’m told one day he’ll die,
And rather than suffering in perpetuation,
I will caese the constant struggle towards evasion,
But his ghost may haunt my internal abrasions,
I wish his death would hasten…
I know he’ll die eventually.
Being left with his sporadic memories.
You held my hand as I wept,
Tears running down my cheeks,
You heard the sorrow in my voice,
My legs go limp and weak.
I told you my family tales,
And as I spill my feelings out,
You can't help but , but cry with me,
Yet, you barely no what its about.
I cry on your shoulder,
But you still have no clue,
You feel the weight on your shoulder as a boulder,
You always calm me, although you don't even have to.
You are a friend to me,
You are there for me,
Now I'll return the favor,
And be all a friend can be.
To all those people who guide me through my days,
To those who taught me the right ways,
I think that this is due,
Thank you, Thank you.
just the thought of you
runs through my mind daily
i like to think this was your fault somehow
i'm a man of my word
my words have become meaningless
maybe it was too easy
i betrayed you time and time agian
this pain has yet too ease
but it doesnt compare to the despair
i've left you with
my words have lost all of its meaning
if there was anyone i've trusted it was you
maybe i told you too much
maybe you shouldnt have trusted me
put your faith in me
time and time agian
i've let you down
this pain i'll live with it
until im thrown in my grave
this distance will remain
i must protect you
(^^image from mashable.com^^)
the only definition
that seems fittingly so,
is that a 'facebook friend'
could be anyone...
you simply do not know,
the 'unknown zone'
may be the place they
it's somewhere 'out there',
not here, and not gone.
so dear facebook friend,
wherever you are,
i cannot say,
but you've been
a dear friend,
forever and a day,
you are always there
with you cute
smiling as we chatter,
through the strains
of life's strictures,
i never met you,
and yet blindly,
about everything online,
in fact, all in the universe,
you're there when
and even in the snow,
carved in digital
little of I know,
but now the time has come
for me to clean up
this list, and i fear
i must delete you,
oh, please don't
mission, i dont
have clue, but
believe me my dear,
on my page you
so you won't notice
you're not there,
til your next quip
attempted to share.
we never exchanged
phone calls, or
met for a beer,
but my inbox is open
so you can email
you live miles away,
but believe me
you're as close
as you were ever,
even though we
if there's one
thing to learn
from this digital void,
is that social networking's
for fun, an accessory,
to be enjoyed,
we are spirit,
this life is so,
so much more,
our friendship conceived
through this virtual birth,
but truly my friend,
our names on a list
does not show
our true worth.
3:04 PM 8/11/2013 ©
1. The way you quote your favorite shows
2. The way you sing under your breath
3. The way you roll your eyes at me
4. The way you look when you wear your glasses
5. The way you smell
6. The way you think you're always right
7. The way you're right most of the time, even when I don't want to admit it.
8. The way your eyes scrunch up when you laugh
9. The way you make lists for everything
10. The shape of your nose
11. The way you argue against me, even when I agree with you
12. The way you don't laugh at any of my jokes
13. The way you say shoes
14. The way you try to hold back your smile when I say something stupid
15. The way you dance
16. The way you make me happy every time I talk to you
17. The way I want to make you happy, whenever you're hurt
18. The way you're the only one I want to talk to…ever
19. The way I can't get you out of my head
20. The way everything I do, reminds me of you.
21. The way I fall for you more and more each day.
i saw you last night...
i never notice how much i miss you till i actually have you right in front of me
we talked and i know everything is good and will be good with us...
you didn't notice but but last night was the first time you made a long term reference to us being together...
and i just fucken loved it.
don't tell anyone but i think i'm falling for you...
i mean i have always loved you, you have been my friend for the past 9 years...
but only these past 3 months have been totally crazy full of new emotions for me...
i'm not going to lie i had become very cynical these past 7 years...
and i will tell you: i don't need you in my life but i sure do want you in it.
i have grown up a lot, and i will never expect you to do something for me that i wouldn't do for you...
i will never fight for your love, because i'm a firm believer that if you want me with you, you will stand by me no matter what...
we have been broken before,
i sure as hell was there to see you cry when my best friend broke your heart, i was there when you didn't even know i was there when you we're going through your identity crisis phased, i was there for your awkward puberty stage, i was there to see you grow up into the responsible man that you are right now...
and you best believe i remember when you were there when i cried for your best friend, you've seen me in my worst, you've seen me at my best, you saw me through my horrible teenage years, and you know me in a way that i didn't even know you noticed me before...
believe me when i say i never saw this "the you and me" together before...
but i'm not going to lie "us" feels nice...
but like i said i'm a cynical person and these doubts and questions will always be there...
i feel like we broke some kind of code to our best friends but that was 9 years ago...
but who knows it might come back and bite us in the ass one day ...
i just hope our friendship can remain if one day we decide to take different paths...
but i will tell you this... i think it's worth the risk...
Here I see the junction so near,
Where the road takes many turns,
The journey would no more be together,I know,
Makes parting the need of the time.
I wished it were a nightmare,
For I am unable to accept the truth,
Which stares me with a million eyes,
And I can't see anything in it but sadism.
My hands have become so heavy,
That I am unable to wave and say' Bye',
And the saliva has turned into a glue,
That cemented my tongue to the jaw.
You are indeed a friend in need,
Second to none in knowledge and wisdom.
Daring,caring,frank and decent,
Having views as clear as dew.
May the heaven be with you ever,
Keeping you in its eternal bliss,
Guarding you off the evil spirits.