being controlled

Outnumbered by ONE

Folder: 
Anger

You feel in control!
Every move i make is criticized and inspected.

I'm being watched carefully.
ONE false move and i'm rejected.

I'm outnumbered by ONE!
She wins the battle every time...

I'm forced into her system
without a say, i have no spine...

I'm entitled to do HER will;
She's the captain, She's the boss!

But not today you absurd dictator!!!
I'm taking this ship off it's course!

Author's Notes/Comments: 

i'm no puppet... i ain't going down without a fight...

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What I Gave Him

Folder: 
2010

I finally found someone to spend my life with

And my father has to go and stick his nose in

The middle of my business and tell me

That he doesn’t want me talking with him

And threatens to turn off the Internet

 

And he wonders why I have such an attitude

Toward any and everything he wants from me

Because I know that anytime I am talking

To any goddamned person I am going to

Hear him run his mouth

 

Because he is so afraid to lose me again

Just like he almost lost me once

And he wonders why I give him

            Such an attitude; if daggers could come

            Outta my eyes, he would be dead

 

Yea I am grateful that they didn’t let me go

To a damn assisted care facility, but damn

Does that really mean that I have to give up

            Everything that I am working so hard

            To achieve without him?

 

Does it mean that I cant have any sort of

Relationship with anyone but my family?

Does it mean that I have to give up

            Any sort of personality that I might

            Think about wanting to have?

 

~Chrystal

Written on

November 11, 2010

Author's Notes/Comments: 

This was written about my Dad and all the issues that goes with being his daughter. Being frustrated about being controlled.

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