You feel in control!
Every move i make is criticized and inspected.
I'm being watched carefully.
ONE false move and i'm rejected.
I'm outnumbered by ONE!
She wins the battle every time...
I'm forced into her system
without a say, i have no spine...
I'm entitled to do HER will;
She's the captain, She's the boss!
But not today you absurd dictator!!!
I'm taking this ship off it's course!
I finally found someone to spend my life with
And my father has to go and stick his nose in
The middle of my business and tell me
That he doesn’t want me talking with him
And threatens to turn off the Internet
And he wonders why I have such an attitude
Toward any and everything he wants from me
Because I know that anytime I am talking
To any goddamned person I am going to
Hear him run his mouth
Because he is so afraid to lose me again
Just like he almost lost me once
And he wonders why I give him
Such an attitude; if daggers could come
Outta my eyes, he would be dead
Yea I am grateful that they didn’t let me go
To a damn assisted care facility, but damn
Does that really mean that I have to give up
Everything that I am working so hard
To achieve without him?
Does it mean that I cant have any sort of
Relationship with anyone but my family?
Does it mean that I have to give up
Any sort of personality that I might
Think about wanting to have?
November 11, 2010