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But Now it's Good bye
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Lullaby I don't know what to say,
Whether or not what I've done is right,
and if the things I say will hold any meaning.
I missed you,
I really, and truly missed you.
Forget my feelings but I held you
higher than most.
You gave me days of endless hope,
As a friend you were kind and hilarious
I could never have asked for more.
All I wanted, was a day.
A day to relieve the old.
To come on the day of your birth
and make you happy
as you turned another year older.
I dont mean to be cynical,
sarcastic or rude.
I was upset, nervous and tired.
Upset that we couldn't do more
that we barely spoke as we normally would.
Nervous to make this special
because I know how important it is to you.
Tired, little sleep,
so anxious to see you
yet was left with empty moments.
Most sincere apologies
that I failed you,
but I'd like to clarify
and do right
before its good bye.
Forgive me.
The friend that once was,
did not attend as you would have liked.
But the friend that I knew
left me bare and on my own.
When all, is said and done
If you'd decide to hate
or if by miracle
we'd be reconciled,
know that I only wanted,
All I have ever wanted
was to make you happy.
Yet now its good bye.
Everyone crosses paths
for a reason,
I've done my part
and I'm glad to have known you
but now it's good bye
to the times
when we'd laugh,
and trust each other,
like we would grow old together.
