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I swear i am going crazy,
i am running wild in my head
cut lose from reality and frightened and normality
cold sweats and repeating thoughts
constantly, constantly, constantly, constantly,
Go away, Go away, Go away, Go away,
leave me be
i need to scream but cant must enough energy to do so
nothing is making sense, time is twisted and life is a mess
what am i? what have i become.
i am so traumatized that i cant even sleep at night
nightmeres, daymeres, zone outs, pull outs
i am stranded in my head with no way out
what am i doing?
help me. for i cant take this suffering
day in day out
living is treacherousness all alone.
alone. alone. alone. alone. alone. alone.
thats all i know,
these four walls witch speak my unlcean conscience
they are pointing and laughing at me as i struggle
telling me to do harm to myself with anything i touch
i dont want to give in. i cant give in.
this is the same feeling and place i was in when i almost did my life in.
i am shaking its worse off than ever.
no substances to calm this no pills for me to swollow.
everything reminds me of what i used to be.
i cant relate with anything around me becuase its not like the old
i cant accept this, i cant accept this, i cant accept this, i cant accept this,
where do i run where do i go?
there is no drug to instint fix this. so i am all alone
agian so late in the night no one to count on
no one to call, where do i go when i am about to fall
take me away from here its not safe to swim anymore
for i am fighting with myself and losing the war
help me help me help me.
i cant seem to get up
the phone seems to weigh ten thousand pounds for i cant lift it alone
give me a way out. give me a light to follow,
cure my crazy and help me find a place to curl up
and just be safe for once far from what harm i could do to me
save me save me save me
for i am dying in my dreams.