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Lost in the Maze of Confusion
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October 2010 You were my dreams, shoving away all night scares,
until you decided to haunt my thoughts 24/7,
i held you close, we shared the same bed,
until you decided you had enough of me,
why would you leave over the phone, i at least deserved a face to face,
well your words that day corrupted my mind, wish i could hear the words that could undo your harm.
Still i see you and hear your voice, but i cant feel you anymore, at least you did me a favor by releasing my chains,
still need to be felt for, but no longer from a ghoul such as yourself,
you still show me a slight glimmer of us, no more eye contact.
Daily message asking for some of my green, always giving to you even if it means there is nothing left for me,
we were one, we were pure happiness for a bit,
now i am myself in disturbia, locked inside my cell.
Still hear your voice and see slight beauty left, but touching would not be right, just complete your goal and leave,
i want an explanation from your heart in your words, yet knowing nothing is better than knowing at all,
you need to let me pack my bags and move on.
Never know what our nonexistent future held for us, now you bring out all my night scares,
i am lost in this maze called life.
