Wonder if you wonder

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Dear John

June 21, 2017

I'm wondering if you're wondering because I'm wondering about you

And all I can say is I hate you

But I'm still in love with you too 

It's frustrating and complicated

To the point that I have to keep myself self medicated 

Just so I can be motivated 

To keep going. 

To stay strong

To keep smiling when life hits you wrong 

When the smoke goes down my lungs I can think of you 

And still feel happy

 

But I always wonder if you're wondering about me. 

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