Chained

 

She used to colour her words
with vulgarities. They defined
 
her sense of place in a world
she could not conform herself to.
 
She would talk to me about
coming and going, reflecting her
 
confusion about the role she
was compelled to portray.
 
I often thought she was an
emotional basketcase, a falling
 
distance that could not be
surmised in the usual way.
 
What she called "individuality",
I called a sense of panic.
 
From situation to situation she
fled from guidelines of uniformity.
 
She built a huge wall of metal
that kept her isolated inside herself.
 
Lashing out like a garden hose at
the injustices of her betrayal.
 
Sometimes I would try and slid
inside her prison walls.
 
It was always a waste of time,
as she never opened her soul.
 
When she died, I was surprised
at how many attended the funeral.
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