Stars Will Align

The mind is everything what you think about you become,

When you hate every aspect of your life your soul will become numb, 
It's not something you can jus 'get over' it's the biggest thing you'll overcome,
Self hatred at its finest was my only income, 
Low vibrations with a heavy heart, 
Laying in bed every night planning the restart,
Waking every morning just trying to not fall apart, 
Back to the deconstruction with no fresh start, 
Taking narcotics everyday to try and silence the mind, 
I couldn't see past all the damage when I was so blind, 
the happiest girl left her soul and  heart behind, 
After completing losing faith in all mankind, 
'Your fat' 'your ugly' 'no man with ever love you',
These are just a few thoughts that would run though my mind too,
How can a heart that loves so much turn in to this statue,
Never once did I think one day il have a break through, 
I knew the devil existed I saw him in people everyday, 
So when I meet this spiritual being he took my breath away,
The love was there but my trust took  a delay,
I loved him to the stars and back I'd tell him everyday,
Always asking for reassurance like a cd stuck on replay,  
 He brought colour to my life that il never forget, 
He was honest with me and changed my mindset, 
He was the biggest inspiration of my life when we only just met, 
Me and him together will always be my favourite duet,
I'm forever progressing to a higher state of mind, 
Everything's become positive my stars are aligned, 
Always looks forward and never behind,
My love and faith resorted back into mankind, 
 
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