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I feel the pain slowly enter my veins
I feel the life being slowly taken away
I'm torn between two people
The person I was before
And the person I am now
I get caught in the middle
I can't seem to just choose one
I've been lied to so much
I've been hurt too many times to count
And I know I'm going to keep falling
No one understands my agony
No one will ever realize how tortured I feel
I keep it inside because it's too hard to explain
But I know that my happiness is real
When I actually feel it...
I feel like I'm going insane
I feel like everything in this life I've lived
Is only getting worse
I feel like I'm slowly dying
It's too hard to explain
And I can't remember every detail
I just know what I know
I feel like I can't trust anyone
But yet I give the benefit of the doubt to all
Am I wrong for being loving, caring?
I have always had a big heart
It's my true blessing and curse
I can't change who I am inside
But sometimes I just want the pain to end
It seems I'm constantly hurting
It seems the happiness doesn't last for long
I know this happens to everyone
But I feel so alone...