My God

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Poems About Life

Please I pray to you that you're going to help me
I pray that you aren't going to put me through more
More than I can handle, more than I want to hurt
I pray that you will be here holding my hand
I don't want to feel like I'm always alone
I hope and believe with all my soul
That you are there but I get scared
I've had so many leave me
And I can't seem to remember that you never will
But I have to remember this
Because if I don't remember, I'll lose hope
I'll fall and I'll deserve every minute of it
If I can't remember that no matter who leaves
You'll be there for me My God, let me know somehow
Let me know that I won't get hurt
Let me know that I have some angels
I need to know that one day, I'll be alright
I feel like I'm slowly dying
I feel like all this pain is too much
I need my family and my friends
I need the one I love more than anything
But I'm scared that something terrible will happen
And I'll be scarred once more
Please be here with me
I know somewhere in my heart that you will be
But I need to be reassured
Because so many things have affected me negatively
I try to be positive but it's so hard
In the world we live, all my hope goes to you
Please help me in my time of need
Because I need to be happy
I cannot live like this for the rest of forever
I need you to prove me wrong
Prove to me that I will live through this
Because I feel like I'm slowly dying I can't keep going on
This is all that I feel
Please God, give me your help
I need all that you can give
Because I'm not ready to go yet...

Author's Notes/Comments: 

I've been praying a lot lately. I've been praying for a solution to my feelings, because I feel like I'm going to die. I feel like sooner or later this is all going to cause me to go downhill. I'm starting to lose my trust in everything. Even God. But I know I can't do that. I just need to someone to help me along...

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