Mirage

      Why do I hide, from myself, from you, from the world?  So many thoughts need to be freed; the caged animals are becoming ravenous.  I bite my tongue when inside I'm screaming. I talk to you when I'm alone & expect you to answer. I dream of holding you & wake to find it’s nothing more than my pillow.  Why am I torturing myself?  I can feel it deep within my bones. Your words echo my mind filling the void with an o' so powerful energy. I want you to love me, I want someone to love.

      I am not perfect, very self-conscience will I always be.  I need someone to accept me for who I am, as no one ever has. My blood is warm, but deep inside I feel cold.
    
      I do not dare reveal myself for fear that you will leave. I need to know you. why I haven't any knowledge. But this has to be real.  I would follow you to the end of the universe & turn back if you forgot your lighter.  Wish I could tell you straight forward, but I have been hurt to many times.  Built this wall strong, concrete, so no one could ever enter again.  Had no idea I'd meet someone with wings.  You flew over the wall and presented me with a key in which you unlocked my binding chains.
AM I TRULY FREE?
      No force was involved upon your entrance which has made me infatuated with you.  Why do I always run?  If you read this I promise to never run as long as you’re honest with me. I want this, I'm ready.
I want you to be a part of my L.L.I.F.F.E.

 

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