Author Information
This Sorrow
This Sorrow...
Loneliness is a Heart-less BITCH
This Sorrow...
I don't know where it comes from
But, seemingly out of nowhere
It comes out and hits me like a tornado
I feel the Earth itself wailing for Mankind
The homeless, the mentally ill
The in-firmed, those who struggle
Who do their best, but find it isn't
Good enough.....again
I feel the pains I see in the eyes
Of the Abused and Mistreated
I ache for a certain special woman
And a Love that will never be....
I feel my own pain, inadequacies and
Mistakes made that can never be rectified
Yet eat away at my soul, my very being
And like a Coward, I want it to go away
And I have to find a way to live
With the things I've done
Or I am UNdone
These nights are so unkind
The Enemy reinforcements
Attack when I'm most vulnerable
Feeling is so taxing, so wearying
But, for some purpose, it isn't going anywhere
Irony's practical joke
Well, I guess my life can be reduced down
To one single word.....Joke
That's me.....
I'm so lonely & pathetic right now
I wish that someone besides
My Beautiful Mischa
Cared Enough, and
Wanted, and Needed me, Enough
To actually want me
To stick around for one more day
And then maybe another,
And then maybe another.....
One who would instinctively
Hold me, (as I would for her)
When the demons came to
Kick my ass & brutalize me
Into some type of submission
So This Sorrow just goes on, and on
With no relief in sight
What's a man to do?
Not even Mischa wants to be 'round me
I'd been wanting for some time to feel
Something, anything, and now I am
Be very careful what you wish for...
years of regret bequeathed to
Every story-teller bends the myth to his own purpose. that's why a Hero has a thousand faces