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Now you just keep your thoughts and your feelings inside, you tried all you could maybe you tried to hard, came on to strong. Nothing you can do to change that, it's just who you are as a person. Maybe she just doesn't understand that, or that's not what she wants. You need someone who will take you for you, someone who will understand who you are as a person. Don't change your self just because things don't seam to go your way. Guess it's just not your time to find happiness, but that shouldn't stop you from trying, going out there and seeing what there is to see. You never know you may stumble upon the one thing that will finally make you happy. Don't stay hiding in the darkness of the shadows, go into the light and be you. Brake outta your shell and show the world who you are. In time you will find what you are looking for, and it will be one of the happiest moments of your life. Rejection is something you know to well, but don't let that stop you from anything. It truly does make you a stronger person. The saying is "Only time will truly tell" and things is it's the truth, you can't force things to happen, you can only be who you are and let time run it's course. If something was meant to happen you will know even if it takes longer than you want it to. Everything takes time whether you like it or not, everything has to run it's course. When it seams like you ready to give up on it all tell your self not to, push your self to have faith in what you want, not all is lost just because you haven't been happy in who knows how long. You will be one day, truth is what you are looking for may be standing right in front of you with out you knowing it. Take a look around and see what or who may be there waiting for you to notice them. Thing is you may be reading this thinking it's about you, or it's about me, but it not. It's to any guy and any girl who has been hurt, who thinks all is lost, who thinks they will never be happy with someone. For everyone who has put their all towards someone to only be rejected either by them saying nothing and slowly leaving there lives, or by saying something that hurt that person more than they think. Again you may think this is towards you or about us but truth being you can't pin point one thing about this saying it's about you, I mainly write outta what my thoughts are, knowing there are many people out there who feel the same way, true I have written outta past experiences but I write knowing there is at least one person out there who has gone through the same as I. I write hoping I touch at least one person letting them know they are not alone. Letting them know all is not lost, happiness is out there, etc. If I touch anyone with my writing then I'm fine knowing someone understands my writing, if you read this all and give me a like (thumbs up) I truly hope you understand what it is that I write about, a like means nothing if you don't know what anything means. So if anyone relates to this or knows why I write the way I do, or somehow I have touched you I tell you this. Don't fear being hurt, it will take time for you to heal even if you heal by patching your heart you will heal, and when you find true happiness your heart will begin to rebuild, and it will be full once again. So I tell the ones who understand my writing this. Go out there, and be yourself, be true to who you are and don't fall into the norm. If there is someone you have your eye on, take a stand and let them know how you feel, having the feeling of "what if" is a worse feeling than being rejected. Who knows they may feel the same way about you as you do about them, and if not let them know that you had to tell them, you had to take that stand, you had to know that way you weren't left wondering "what if". Thank you.......
