Addicted To Pain Killers...

Addicted to Pain Killers
By: Joel Faypon
October 10, 2003

Auras glow brightly on this day.
Cheers and smiles nourish my battered spirit.
Restoring the strength that I have lost,
     while sucked by the grind that enslaved me.
It is amusing how hypocrisy or rather the death of it
     springs out on a Friday.

Whispers scream lightly into my ears.
At least that is how I perceive the voice of children
     as they sing and dance to lighten up my load,
     here - in the depths of my consciousness.

Hearts beat often to the rhythm of other hearts,
     luring each other to a cure.
Sometimes forgiving.
Sometimes forbidden.

But just like the addictive promise of  
     Fridays that cuts me.
Just like the addictive voice of
     my children that traps me.
Love - so much as it sourced my blame,
     devours me in its irony of being one of the few things
     that can kill the pain.

Author's Notes/Comments: 

*There is a stranger in all of us that is unknown even to the people dearest to us. The faceless being lurks only in our thoughts, but is often manifested in what we write and what we speak. It’s a separate entity and yet it is us living in a paradox of us, knowing it fully well yet also a subject of our wonderings. 

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