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These wounds are only getting wider and wider, it feels like I'll never heal, this smile is getting harder and harder, I can't remember the last one that felt real. If I fall, if I have to fake another emotion in front of you all, I'll lose whatever hold I have left of control.

I don't feel a thing as you smile, I keep you close to keep my breathe for just a little while. I missed your heart, but tonight I'll you won't leave, by saying the same old things, somehow one of us will lie to ourselves until we believe. If I fail, if I have to pretend like I'm not holding a coin above a wishing well, I'll lose all hope my dreams are going anywhere, even if they only ever make it to the bottom.

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Sorry it's been awhile, I've by all intents and purposes ment to write more.

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©15 January 2018 - 1:42am — Dont_punch_grandpa
24 February 2018 - 12:21am — allets
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Hi

Where ya been? Long time  I liked: "...If I fall, if I have to fake another emotion in front of you all,..."  Good to see you back again - just checking out some poems, and writing a few, I hope. Be great! - slc

 

 

 

7 December 2018 - 5:39am — Dont_punch_grandpa
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I'm hit or miss these days,

I'm hit or miss these days, stay way to busy.

"Some people die at 25 but buried at 75" Benjamin Franklin 

19 October 2019 - 2:50am — allets
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Busy

I heard that. ~s~